It's been a while. I'm sorry. It's not like I don't love you anymore, don't think that. In fact, when I'm heading back to home listening to your songs, I really have the urge to write something for you, it's just I didn't find the right words to express myself.
Since the time you has been on hiatus, I've been closing myself, hiding my feelings...
Long time ago I was talking with a good friend of mine, having fun. She introduced me some k-pop groups that are promoting right now. I've got attached to one, and to one person in this group... and my friend told me this dude was just like Mika, even weirdest, and that she don't blame on me for liking him, but I felt so bad, like I was betraying you, then I decided to breath deep and find a guidance myself, in my heart.
Suddenly everything was clear, and so simple! I got the answer:
I like this other dude, he makes me feel butterflies in my tummy... instead, Mika, his voice, his personality, his talent, just looking at him it makes me feel blessed. This feeling is superior to anything I know, so I'm not betraying him, I won't ever betray him! because of him, and all The BOSS, I can feel my heart beating hard through my chest... I FEEL ALIVE!
So please, never think I'm leaving, I won't. I love you and it's not going to change even if 1000 years happens, my love will remain.
Thank you for everything. I Love You.
