i know she is right. she is always right.

thats why i dont like her.

but im not going to admit it. no im not.

parents make me feel so immature.

i know my parents are amazing.

but do you know how it feels living in their shadows?

when we hit the road, nobody cares about me.

they come to them.

do you know how it feels?

i dont wanna do this anymore

im sorry but i wish i had different parents

or i wanted them to have another job...

god i need a serious therapy

behind every bitch there is a guy who made her that way

cliche but you cant really ignore it.

b/c its true for a lot of girls. well, at least it was for me.

i really hate referring myself as something that would lable me as a bad person.

but im gonna have to admit. im a bitch.

not much of a whore-ish bitch but you know...more like a bitchy bitch. lol

so think twice before you start a cat-fight w/ me. im gonna eat you ALIVE.

anyways thats not that point.

but i forgot what my point was so it doesnt matter. lol

god it always happens to me!

my short term memory! its annoying.

so um okay i dont know what im gonna say now so im gonna go to bed

i know its 1pm and i have to be awake but screw the rules im gonna go to bed

im so frecking tired. im really stressed out. i wanna take off for few days.

i realllllly wanna go to santorini! or paris maybe.

i just wanna go to europe! i dont really care where.

i wanna go to a place where nobody knows me or cares about me.

i just wanna be left alone for few days.

do nothing but eat, sleep and enjoy the moment and meet some hot native european boys. yumm.haha

ahhh okay im so off topic here.

so um what i wanted to say was.....................sleeeep tight?

so i met my ex today

well, actually he is more like my eeeexxxxxx if you know what i mean

but anyways, its not like we planned to meet

we just bumped into each other on the street

i was by own and he had a girlfriend w/ him!

thats cool. and i actually find it fun meeting my exs new girl friend.

a girl who got my slappy second? hell yeah. LOL

but this time it was not that fun.

she was such a drama-queen!

i didnt wanna cause a scene but well i had to

call me a bitch and ill SHOW YOU ONE! bi-o-tch. lol

and then he started to freak out because she was pissed off.

so i just left.

but whats really fucked up is he called me after i got home

and he said he wants to start over w/ me

wtf?

sure just because i just met your freaky girlfriend and you got my number from my friend(which is pretty freaky) dont mean i never wanna see you ever again. riiight. NOT.

ew!