“Does my daughter have a developmental problem? “This was the one thing which had caught me since I delivered her. 

 I had to take “that” vaccination because of my chronic illness. I had to take heparin to avoid miscarriage. I had to deliver her by C-section because my blood pressure became so high and I could not stop throwing up. I .. .. .. ..I.. .. .. I.. .. ..


 Once I started to think about what I think was not good for my daughter, I couldn’t  stop feeling down.