She was standing irreverently with arms akimbo.

One day, I had a wierd dream. I was like a compulsive binge on alcohol drinks.

I drank in such a stupid way, and I made the worst blooper afterwards.

That was after one big discussion about how to live longer with love.

Then, my fella was saying that "It is too early to contemplate your future, you should only concentrate on your near future coming irreversibely. If you were to feel like you fall in love, that would be Bogus cuz now you just look like fake, apathetic and unwilling to face the reality. First of all, again, you are too young, so try not to regret and satisfy yourself by letting your instinct goes."

I responded with my sincere opinions "Your idea sounds logical, but I contend that love affair is depending on individual, which means your idea is just one of the countless number of opinions, so I appreciate what you think. But, since its just after I could elicit what she is thinking about me, I want to be immersed in alcohol." then"Its totally up to you, but dont make things messy and just try to be prudent as always."he said. Well, actually he is so-called "an eminent love consultant".

After leaving the IZAKAYA at TAKADANOBABA, on our way home, I abruptly feel to barf since Im very psychologically feeble person who easily vomits after drinking unlimitedly.

Dont let me down, God, stop manipulate my terrible life. Im almost insanely crammed into such a small cage.

I had lamented my life for a while, in a deep sleep.

How was it?????????

Well, this story is not true story. I just wanted to use as many new vocabulary as I possible.

hmmmm, but again. English is CONVOLTED. I try not to stop my eagerness towards English until next June.

Anyways, yesterday my friend drove me around Seattle after having a dinner together since it was fucking sunny again. Wowwwwwwwwwwwwww, well the night view from the front seat in his car with some random music always makes me relaxed. Thank you man!! Anyways now Im listening to Beatles sicne I heard some friends in Japan seem to have a "Bealtles night" tomorrow. All their works are nostalgic for me, just reminding me of some old memories by which now Im missing something JAPAN!!to some extent...lol

By the way, its almost done with this fall quarter at UW, as my firts studiying abroad.

Looking back at last few months in Seattle, I have experienced something new without notice.

After getting arrived here, I vowed that I NEVER speak Japanese, just keep speaking in English even when I talked to other TSA program students, even if they responded in Japanese...

However, I could have less chances to keep speaking in English since the class started.

Well, that was really complicated. I was totally no idea whether I should confirm what the other students do.

Then I concede, or lost the competition in my mind. How fragile my decision was.

However there were also some nice meetings which compensate for the lack of my English.

So I dont have anything to whine as a total, and I really expect my campus life at UW from next quarter.Well, its time to back to my work, so maybe back here tomorrow. C y' all!!

Tasuku

Emglish is Convoluted

ohayougozaimasu.How are you guys doing?

I met up with my friend and was given an correction by him.

hmmmmm English is Convoluted.Well, actually its not only English but also language studies in general.We cant translate what we come up with in mind into English because there is an unique way or nuance, and sometimes I get confused how to distinguish similar phrases or words.

And recentlt I have had several chances to fill out a evaluation sheet of each class which Im taking now through my studying abroad program in which I have seen one column by which I feel something restless, that is "how long have you studied English?". Of course, I would say over7 years since I started to get involved in English world when I was at 1st grade on my junior high education level.

However, I seldom have chances to practice my speaking, my english is terrible apparently.

So his help to correct my English by face to face way is helpful tremendously.

By the way, it seems like I gotta have a chronic headache and a sore throat.

Both of them are annoying but continuous ironically.As u can guess, this is the season wherein the heater plays a pivotal role to keep people warming, so I do use it after going back home cuz my room is fuckin freezing. Then, here is a vicious circle. After going back home I definitely turn it on and gradually the air in my room is dried up and finally attacked my throat intensely...

How to resolve this problemmm....

anyways have a nice day every one!

Tasuku

Communing with my girl-friend

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

yo now I gotta backin home.Today now im done with two presentation out of 4 its a half point!!

Economy...that was a really hard part of ISTP lectrue.

Hopefully I wanna become as fluent as people who can keep speaking up without being quit.

However these days I can say, my English affair is getting better, for I really started to pursue as many chances and environments to keep using English as a communication tool instead of Japanese as I can .

Here I dont mean, English is much superior to Japanese, just think of the issue in terms of how much I am supposed to make a progress through this my first studying aborad here in Seattle since I have only 10 months as a total and already have consumed 2.5 months, even though I sometimes hear my sweetie says that it is FUCKING LONG the rest of 7.5 months. At the same time, honestly I am very happy and that irony makes me even smile and I can feel "Real Love". Yes, I interpret her message is the cue to explain our strong and abiding relationship in forever.

Only one sad thing is no one seems to be available around me since now students at UW have welcome the Final seasons wherein they are followed by a bunch of papers, presentation and exams as now I have 4 presentation and 2 papers left.Yet the things is like I am basically free since most of my works are presentations and Ive already finished a preparation, so I only have to wait for the each date of presentation coming in a few days. So thats why I AM absorbed in this blog too much, usually I cant continue to write everyday.

Last night I talked with my girl for the first time in last few weeks, can u guess how long we kept talking on? about 6 hours as a total and I never felt any difficulties except for the sudden feeling of sleep.

Now I can vow(relatively personal stuff compared to "pledge")that Im in serious love with her and try to keep it enduring.

And Im really sorry for my best friend in Japan, I hope we can rearrange the schedule and talk in a few days, hope you arent too much bust to talk with me.

Phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, hey I need distraction again. So maybe back to watch Wizard of Waverly Place on Youtube.

俳人ならぬ廃人ｗｗ

Tasuku