This article is the English version of the previous article.
（この記事は前記事を英語版にしたものです）
【Warning]】To all natural lightworkers and those aspiring to take the lightworker course (Urgent Notice）
This article is dedicated to those who are still working as natural (born) "lightworkers" in the modern age, to all my fellow comrades who still believe they are "starseeds" and that they will be rewarded someday, and to the innocent people who are about to fall for expensive spiritual courses.
First, I will tell you the truth about myself that I haven't talked about before.
If you don't want to believe it, or can't believe it, please turn back now.
You don't have to believe it if you don't want to.
Please understand.
I actually lived for several decades until 71 days ago as what is now called a "natural lightworker (worker of light)."
My life has been incredibly harsh.
Readers who have been following my previous blog may already know this.
Well, you see...
A famous psychic even said that I had lived such a terrible life that I was carrying the burden of dozens of people's hardships.
From the age of four, for some reason, I was treated like a "servant" at my family home.
I was used like a disposable pawn by my mother, her siblings, and her ever-changing lovers.
It was truly a life like drinking muddy water in a cesspool.
As a result, I have none of the things that women my age possess:
a family, a spouse, children, assets, security, future stability, status, a house built with our own efforts, someone to rely on...
On the other hand, I was born with some mysterious power.
First, I have a very strong psychic ability.
It's not "fox possession" or anything like that; it's been confirmed by a well-known psychic.
I can channel guardian spirits, though I don't have the ability to channel guardian deities.
At the time of my rise to prominence, I wasn't "born."
This is called forceps delivery, where the baby's soul is forcibly pulled into this world using forceps, a medical instrument, and is practically dead at that moment.
A baby in that state is called "severe neonatal asphyxia."
That's what they call it.
Until the end of the Showa era, resuscitation methods for severely asphyxic newborns were terrible.
It seems to be taboo now, but
they would use forceps to pull out a baby (me) who no longer had the strength to be born on their own, grabbing the skull and the right side of the face.
When I didn't cry, they would hold me by both legs, hang me upside down, and shake me violently (laughs).
When I still didn't cry, they would immerse me in cold water,
or even in water so hot that my skin turned red...
I was pulled out with forceps at 8:50 PM,
and apparently didn't cry until 9:06 PM (according to my mother and aunt's testimonies).
However, this fact was concealed.
My maternal and child health handbook states that I was born at 8:50 PM, with no mention of severe neonatal asphyxia.
Normally, if a newborn is not resuscitated within 3 to 5 minutes, they are likely to suffer serious disabilities such as cerebral palsy, severe developmental disorders, and lower limb disabilities.
The reason is that if resuscitation fails for more than five minutes, brain cells begin to die.
When I was born, I wasn't resuscitated for 16 minutes.
It seems I had a near-death experience and went to the other world.
And there's a high possibility that I made some kind of "soul contract" and returned to this life.
However... I'm left with only a weak constitution, a frail autonomic nervous system, and remarkably poor physical abilities as a child as after-effects.
Otherwise, I live here without any disabilities.
Medically, this is called an unpredictable, unexpected existence or event.
"Black Swan."
In Japanese, it's called "Kurotenchou."
The term "black swan" originates from the fact that swans were always thought to be white, but one day a black swan was discovered in Australia.
It was an unexpected event, and even experts couldn't scientifically explain why it happened. Therefore, phenomena that remain unexplained by science are still called "black swans."
In the world of stocks, a stock that unexpectedly skyrockets or, conversely, plummets in value is similarly called a "black swan."
It's said that children born under such circumstances often follow a remarkable destiny...
I, too, have lived the life described above.
On the other hand, I don't know when it started, but because of this strange power, I've been able to improve the destinies of others, and, due to my profession, I've helped struggling talents become national actresses or national superstars—shining a light on people other than myself.
Those who became close to me and treated me kindly, whether ordinary people or in the entertainment industry, have achieved incredible success.
Conversely...
Those who made me feel bad, those who left me for unfair reasons,
went downhill from there.
Several of them died young.
This is the work of a lightworker.
Receiving light from higher beings and shining it upon others.
Naturally, you yourself become the shadow.
I have dedicated decades to this work, pouring my soul, sometimes even my life, driven by a strong sense of mission.
During my time as an active lightworker, we all shared a common characteristic:
It was the anesthetic of a "sense of mission."
This anesthetic was administered from the universe, and even when we made sacrifices and suffered deep wounds, we didn't feel much pain.
We were led to believe that this was our mission...
That is the universe's "trick to make us work for free," and it's rare to realize it on your own.
But...
71 days ago, I couldn't even slightly improve the foolish souls of my closest relatives, my parents.
I had exhausted all options.
For that reason, I became disgusted with everything and graduated from being a "lightworker," a "worker of light."
Then...
From day 1 to day 21, I was hit by intense fatigue.
My body became unable to get up, and I stayed in bed for days.
I had no appetite, and I couldn't sleep...
During that time, following the universe's command to "purify everything," I spent every night until around 4:30 a.m. purifying past wounds.
Looking back now, it might have just been that I was sleep-deprived and unwell.
Through this forgetting called "purification," my thoughts, which had been swirling around nonstop every day, somehow stopped, and I gradually became "empty."
I believed in the universe's words to "pour new things into it."
However, now that I have truly broken free from the brainwashing and "graduated" from that mission of being a "lightworker,"
However, now that I have truly broken free from the brainwashing and "graduated" from that mission of being a "lightworker,"
what I saw was the incredibly sloppy and hideous reality of the universe's system.
Below, I will clearly state the facts I witnessed.
1. "Lightworkers" are nothing more than disposable pawns of the universe.
"The chosen ones," "workers of light" ✨️
...Such beautiful words are catchphrases used by exploitative companies to force unpaid labor in harsh environments.
I am currently abandoned in a dangerous area with active faults and a distorted magnetic field, within the warning zone for the Nankai Trough mega-earthquake.
This is the result of decades of dedication.
The universe uses us lightworkers until we are completely worn out,
and once we are no longer useful, it whispers, "Return to the light."
This is not salvation, but rather the destruction of evidence (reset) to make it seem as if "unpaid wages" never happened.
The gravitational pull from within the light is indeed strong,
"You've worked enough, haven't you? It's easier to return to the light."
Many workers of light seem to have left this world, lured by such sweet temptations.
Sometimes it's due to accidents or illness,
but usually it seems to be a "cessation of survival instinct."
Apparently, dying in one's sleep is the most common way for a light-worker to meet their end.
By doing so, the universe doesn't have to pay any compensation, and
it seems to be searching for the next victim who will work for free.
Kind, compassionate, and someone who loves to make people smile.
Those kinds of people become victims.
2. "The Laws of the Universe" is a pamphlet to hide exploitation
"The universe will balance the books at the end of your life"
That was a lie.
Countless lives have been lost without reward.
"Just confirm what you want, and wait without deciding on a route"
This is also a lie.
It's an excuse used by debtors to postpone payment.
Payment (reward) will not be paid a single penny unless the route is clearly defined, the deadline is set, and the request is persistently pursued.
"Purify old memories, forgive others"
All lies (lol)
They just want to erase the memories of the universe's design flaws (abuse and exploitation) through the victims' own feelings of guilt.
The universe is not a "personality."
It is a cold and negligent "non-payment system" that defaults on the rewards of those working for the light.
3. The "Mind Control" of Starseeds
The idea that "you are a soul from another planet" is a tranquilizer designed to prevent you from seeking "anger" or "reward" in response to the absurdities of this world.
It's a trap that coats loneliness with a sense of specialness and makes you abandon your three-dimensional rights.
There's no way "souls from other planets" are everywhere.
It's just a trend; don't be fooled into thinking you might be a Starseed just because you fit the criteria. The spiritual boom will eventually die down.
4. There is no three-dimensional reward, no gratitude, and no recognition.
The universe is always absurd and unbalanced, never paying individual wages, working the light workers it employs until they are worn out, then killing them when they are no longer useful, and then acting as if nothing happened.
"The Law of the Pendulum," "The Law of Positive and Negative," "Perfect Balance," "Perfect Equality"
All of these situations that abound in the world are
universe propaganda slogans and lies.
Regarding these matters, I have demanded from the universe,
as compensation for decades of labor and the danger to my life,
a reasonable and immediate payment through a designated route (if you don't specify a route, it will be swept under the rug, contrary to what the world says).
And so... the universe called me "greedy."
Yes, if you demand fair compensation, the cosmic system bares its fangs.
But I am a Black Swan.
I will overturn this injustice and receive my retribution by force.
To all of you who have been reading my blog until now.
And to all the lightworkers who are currently, somewhere, wearing themselves down doing "work of light."
This is an important announcement, an urgent notice.
Especially lightworkers, quit being "workers of light" right now.
Realize this before you are completely worn out and forcibly returned to the light.
That's a clever trap!!
And... to those aspiring to expensive "Lightworker Courses" and "Ascension Courses":
Don't pay those exorbitant fees; the instructors are fakes.
The real ones never call themselves Lightworkers or Ascensioners.
"Courses to become a Dragon Tamer" are the same kind; dragons are formless nature spirits that flow through the universe.
They don't come near humans.
There's only one reason:
It's a secret mission of the universe to get humans to work for free.
They are always looking for people to work for free.
Spirituality is not literature or knowledge.
You can take a few courses and become a therapist who heals with cards, crystal bowls, aromatherapy, and music of a certain frequency, but you can't become a "shaman" like us.
Receiving light from higher beings is not something that anyone can learn and become;
Rather, it's something that people "didn't choose to become."
If your upbringing and environment were too harsh, the universe might have taken notice of you and made you work for free.
Through my own life-risking negotiations, I uncovered the cruel truth that many of the "laws of the universe" that permeate the world are actually "cleverly orchestrated exploitation of unpaid labor."
The debt known as "saving up virtue" will be defaulted on.
"The universe is watching your devotion."
"If you accumulate virtue, happiness will come to you."
...These are all anesthesia, "cosmic propaganda" used to avoid paying fair compensation in this world.
If you have read this far, I believe you will understand the fact that I have worked for free for decades,
endured a harsh fate, and
brought light down for the benefit of people.
Let me say it again.
When they finally sought "compensation for fulfilling the contract,"
the universe's response was not gratitude, but "silence" and "forgetting that it had appointed the Light Workers."
And then, "Return to the Light."
This is essentially "disposal" of the Light Workers.
The words, "Return to the Light when your mission is complete," are not salvation.
They are exhausted to the point of being worn out, and when it comes time to pay three-dimensional rewards (money, health, peace), the cosmic system proposes "disposal."
In fact, many Light Workers have left this world with their energy depleted, without receiving any reward.
There is absolutely no such thing as "perfect balance" in the universe.
The universe is not as noble or perfect as we believed.
When I enlisted God's help and formally demanded my unpaid wages,
the universe offered ugly excuses like "unprecedented" and "greedy."
"But I am a black swan."
I am no longer a convenient pawn for the universe.
From now on, instead of being at the mercy of the universe,
I will forcefully enjoy the abundance of the three-dimensional world, together with my own luck, guardian deities, and guardian spirits.
To all current Lightworkers (those who work with light):
If you are currently in a situation where you are not being rewarded, and you are trying to convince yourself that "this is the work of light," stop immediately.
You are not a disposable tool.
Realize that the universe, your employer, is unfairly undervaluing your dignity and your life.
And never return to the "light."
Find a strong "anchor" in this lifetime that allows you to "remain" like me, and drop it quickly. Do not follow in the footsteps of many of your comrades who have been told to return to the light and have gone back.
Don't be deceived by sweet spiritual words. I will say it again and again: the universe pays nothing.
I no longer believe in the universe even a little bit.
Listen carefully, universe.
I will never accept defeat or forced return to the light.
Until you respond appropriately in this third dimension,
I will stay here of my own free will
and fight to the end.
To all lightworkers once again:
Awaken now.
Stop being a lightworker (a worker of light).
You are not a "slave of light."
You may not be able to return to being an ordinary human.
But you can become like an ordinary human.
Reclaim your time, once again, to feel peace and daily happiness,
eating delicious food for yourself, and doing what you love.
You no longer need to sacrifice your soul to deliver that light for someone else.
Being useful to others, contributing to society
is an illusion.
It's brainwashing by the universe.
More importantly, protect your own life.
Right now.
Right now,
I urge all lightworkers reading this to resign en masse.
For your sake and the sake of your loved ones, do not let your life and soul be exploited any further.