After breaking love, I wanted to inspire myself, trying to brighten up again, I wanted to be strong again, but I could not.
For a while, for about 11 months I was very miserable and I wanted to be called to heaven forever.
In my case Why am I?
She asked me "Do not swing me in your love ! ".
But, in fact, she told me at first that she was always obedient like a puppy,
Although, in fact, she was very quirky and extremely emotional.
In association with bitches of a meaningless workplace leader, thinking seriously desperately for its solution, finally she said that it would be wonderful to hear such a complaint of a woman like this.
(I was proposing a remedy for her workplace problem, because the manager at her workplace is incompetent, he does not want to newly join any other competent men who want to join her working section,
That is preservation of the manager, so I talked to her that she should change her jobs.)
She compared everything with her ex-husband and her ex-sex-boyfriends.
(An important time to spend alone with us :
to spend nonsense stories together / to spend it on bed with two of us, even for our romantic evenings in our bed. )
In these cases,
I thought that she wished "I will keep being a Superman only for her".
That was very difficult for me, and she broke up parting, in the sense that she attributed herself to the place she wanted in her own life.
Nothing is more painful than having the same woman break up twice in my life.
It's very sad & silly.
And she is an atheist, there is no faith, my only concern is that the side of her deceased daughter was felt in a corner of the room, while the two of us fiercely love each other.
I felt that cases were very stressful.
Her decresed daughter who should have died very young, whisper to me with her little voices silecely.
"Hey, Mom, I also want to love someone who likes it !" Her decreased daughter was still haunted now and then.
When I felt me the fact be scared.
It is also a moment when I realized that I should have started going crazy & mad.
A lonely deceased her daughter who is not bred, still floating spirit, between the world and the other parallel world.
(during life & death world.)
Since I wandered and knew that my mother was still stuck,
I try to devote my prayers for the happiness of ex-girlfriend and her ex-girlfriend's decreased daughter in every day & night. Everyday it is my job for their happibness.
Dear her decreased girl, R.I.P. Amen. +
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