私はそのままで愛され、愛され続けていい

[Nerver Enough] 

I'm trying to hold my breath

Let it stay this way 
cant let this moment end

You set off a dream in me

Gettin Louder now

Can you hear echoing

Take my hand

will you share this with me

cause darling without you

all shaine of a thouseand spotlights

All stars we steal from the night sky

All will never be enough never be enough

Towers of gold are still too little

This hands could hold the world but it 'll

never be enough  never be enough for me

Never never

 

 

  このままの私を愛してくれる人なんていない

私は(もっといい子に)変わらなければ愛されない

 

どうせ、アナタも直ぐに私を疑って価値を下げてきて陰で馬鹿にするんでしょ。

 

最初だけ優しくて急に意地悪に変わるのでしょ。

 

愛着不安

 

 

私が最後まで愛されるわけがない

 

途中で見捨てられ置き去りにされひとりぼっちになって

 

喪失感と後悔で苦しむのは私になるんだわ。

 

私は無意識に突き動かされてアナタを先に見捨てる 

 

そして本当に私はアナタと自分に見捨てられる。

 

分離不安

 

メサイヤに気づいて

 

自覚的に

 

人とつながる

 

逃避すると

 

いつまでも退行するかもと

 

気づいていること 

 

 私は私を愛します。

 

 

 

  宇宙のひとしずく 

 

This is me

Lyrics: I'm not a stranger to the dark Hide away, they say 'Cause we don't want your broken parts I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars Run away, they say No one will love you as you are But I won't let them break me down to dust I know that there's a place for us For we are glorious When the sharpest words wanna cut me down I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out I am brave, I am bruised I am who I'm meant to be, this is me Look out 'cause here I come And I'm marching on to the beat I drum I'm not scared to be seen I make no apologies, this is me Another round of bullets hits my skin Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in We are bursting through the barricades And reaching for the sun (we are warriors) Yeah, that's what we've become Won't let them break me down to dust I know that there's a place for us For we are glorious When the sharpest words wanna cut me down Gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out I am brave, I am bruised I am who I'm meant to be, this is me Look out 'cause here I come And I'm marching on to the beat I drum I'm not scared to be seen I make no apologies, this is me ...This is me And I know that I deserve your love There's nothing I'm not worthy of When the sharpest words wanna cut me down I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out This is brave, this is bruised This is who I'm meant to be, this is me Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come) And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on) I'm not scared to be seen I make no apologies, this is me I'm gonna send a flood Gonna drown them out (...this is me)

sabishii

 

Space 

 

Glorious

 

I am who I'm meant to be.

 

I make no apologies.

 

I know that there's a place for me.

 

I deserve your love There's nothing

 I'm not worthy of When the sharpest words wanna cut me down.