お父さんへ
私は 本当は 寂しかったんだよ。
でも、 忙しいからしょうがない。
お父さんは いつも そう(回避)するから。
だから、母も私は相手にされることをあきらめたんだ。
すると、私は見捨てられ不安が発動して寂しくて、誰か他の人に依存しちゃうんだ。
そして、ますます寂しくなって心のなかでワンワン泣くんだ
泣きながら、でも、強くなりたいと思うんだ。
でも、すぐエネルギーが切れて…
ここからは、もう 話したくないよ。
みじめになるから
でもね～、
子どもの自分を癒やしながら、大人の自分も育てつつ挑戦してみようと決めたんだ。
お父さんはなんて思うかなぁ？
「お前の思ったようにやったらイイよ！」だよね。
私はもう自分のことは自分が決めるから大丈夫だよ
さようなら、おとうさん！
私はーさんにあいに行ってきます！
First Man
I swear on my heart that he's a good man
I know you'll stay up late just waitin' for me
You held me so tight,now someone else can
But you were the first man that really loved me
Now you're driving to the areport
Not just me you pick up anymore
Yeah, I just met his family
They're like you and mom(Oh)
He makes me really happy
I think he might be the one,oh
I swear on my heart that he's a good man
I promise he loves me,he'd never hurt me
You held me so tight,now some else can
But you were the first man that really loved me
Now you're on the driveway,faking a smile
You wish you could tell him he dosen't deserve me
So I had to stop the car and turn around
To tell you you were the first man that relly loved me
And before they open up the doors
I say,"I've never seen you cry before"
You say,""You've never looked so beautiful
You know you'll always be my little girl"
You're looking at me while walking down the aisle
With tears in your eyes, maybe he deserves me
You don't even know how much it means to me now
That you were the first man that really loved me
Oh you really loved me
Oh you really love me