Is it too much to ask? I don't want to be the one who waits. I feel like I'm always waiting... or the one who initiates things. if he likes me that much, he'll talk to me right? "if a guy wants to talk to you, he'll talk to you." when he likes someone, does he not do anything at all? does he not act on it? right now I'm thinking he doesn't like me much or at all. maybe I wasn't much of a "big crush" to begin with? maybe it WAS, but now not anymore? maybe he feels like I'm the one who doesn't care about him anymore...? I'm just waiting for him to say or do something....(＞_＜)
I want to be a girl. I want to be told, "好きだ". I want him to show me that he likes me. I want to be pursued. maybe I've left this for too long? should I just give up? for good this time.
for once this has got me thinking things like... how I'd prefer to have someone a bit clingy. at least that way I'll know that that person likes me all the time. it's nice to know that you're being thought of. I never know. it drives me crazy when I think, does he ever think about me? also, when I like a guy, I want to talk to him everyday. I hardly talk to him....
I realise today that I've never been confessed to....
it's always 好きだった、好きだった。。。。
I want to be a girl. I want to be told, "好きだ". I want him to show me that he likes me. I want to be pursued. maybe I've left this for too long? should I just give up? for good this time.
for once this has got me thinking things like... how I'd prefer to have someone a bit clingy. at least that way I'll know that that person likes me all the time. it's nice to know that you're being thought of. I never know. it drives me crazy when I think, does he ever think about me? also, when I like a guy, I want to talk to him everyday. I hardly talk to him....
I realise today that I've never been confessed to....
it's always 好きだった、好きだった。。。。