woaaaah :O long time no see XD i promise i'll write more often, ok? ^___^ ...at least i should if i want to improve my english :O well that's not the only way of it ofcourse but it is A way too :O XD cause my grammar and reading skills are ok but when it comes to writing and speaking, i fail T^T and i wanna do the final exam this year so i have to do something with this XD ...well that's not what i wanted to write about, though
...so i decided to change strategy !! XD so my new motto is: I DON'T CARE :) from now on i won't daydream about the blonde(/brown) blue(/brown...)-eyed prince on white horse :O ...i won't daydream about having a boyfriend X'D (lol) i will focus ONLY ON MYSELF!!! and i'll forget everything wrong in 10 sec :) aaaaaaaaand... idk what else... i will focus on studying (X'D ha ha good joke!) cause i want to get a good job... well speaking about it idk what to choose as my carreer aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i was so confident a few months ago but now i totally lost my confidence XD i knew that i wanted to be a chinese interpreter and a diplomat but now i totally dont know what to do ... i'm interested in architecture too... the art side of it XD but my drawing skills arent good enough ...well let's say i dont have drawing skills at all X'D ...well thats not really true cause i have a little... but thats the matter... i have only a LITTLE :O and there are soooo many people who has the drawing skills :O ...T^T well whatever XD
waaa speaking about studying let's have a look at my new timetable! it's super fantastic SHIT
my monday was: physics, english, hungarian literature×2, art history, history, -, arts×2 ...it wasn't so good cause of the double literature but i somehow survived it (you know our literature teacher is like she were slowed down......... very boring almost always T___T but i kinda like literature so...)
and now... NOW!
physics, english, hungarian literature×2, aaand... history×2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! W T F IS THIS OMFG!!! i'll kill that ppl who decided to do it in this way >____________> i don't like history (thats somehow odd though cause that's one of my main subjects... the other is literature :'DDD) cause our teacher is a too energetic one and i'm even not very interested in it so it's exhausting -__- so... but ...maaaaan, double history right after a double literature!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HEADSHOT i'll hate mondays from now on.... (well of course the empty lesson and after the two arts remains but that's ok) ... . . . . . . T^T someone help me -____- and of course now i'm copying bogi's history exercise book cause i was absent :'D -________________-"
well and one more thing... I LOVE WHEN PPL MISUNDERSTAND MY WORDS ON PURPOSE :))))))))
(woaaaah i wrote a lot :O well that happens if someone writes at her blog after a long time XD ...and i think i use the word 'well' too often X'D)
(p.s. sorry for the grammatical mistakes, i dont wanna read itX'D i have to copy history, remember?)
waaa, i forgot to mention that i want to go to university abroad... i want it so much T^T leaving everything behind and go to ...china :O i want to go there T^T but almost everywhere the tuition is waaay too much -___- well there are scholarships but... but i dont know this entire thing -_____- i just know that I WANNA... but i dont know what to learn even there X'D well i should think about it more seriously -________-
...let's stop it now X'D before i write more stupid things
...so i decided to change strategy !! XD so my new motto is: I DON'T CARE :) from now on i won't daydream about the blonde(/brown) blue(/brown...)-eyed prince on white horse :O ...i won't daydream about having a boyfriend X'D (lol) i will focus ONLY ON MYSELF!!! and i'll forget everything wrong in 10 sec :) aaaaaaaaand... idk what else... i will focus on studying (X'D ha ha good joke!) cause i want to get a good job... well speaking about it idk what to choose as my carreer aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i was so confident a few months ago but now i totally lost my confidence XD i knew that i wanted to be a chinese interpreter and a diplomat but now i totally dont know what to do ... i'm interested in architecture too... the art side of it XD but my drawing skills arent good enough ...well let's say i dont have drawing skills at all X'D ...well thats not really true cause i have a little... but thats the matter... i have only a LITTLE :O and there are soooo many people who has the drawing skills :O ...T^T well whatever XD
waaa speaking about studying let's have a look at my new timetable! it's super fantastic SHIT
my monday was: physics, english, hungarian literature×2, art history, history, -, arts×2 ...it wasn't so good cause of the double literature but i somehow survived it (you know our literature teacher is like she were slowed down......... very boring almost always T___T but i kinda like literature so...)
and now... NOW!
physics, english, hungarian literature×2, aaand... history×2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! W T F IS THIS OMFG!!! i'll kill that ppl who decided to do it in this way >____________> i don't like history (thats somehow odd though cause that's one of my main subjects... the other is literature :'DDD) cause our teacher is a too energetic one and i'm even not very interested in it so it's exhausting -__- so... but ...maaaaan, double history right after a double literature!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HEADSHOT i'll hate mondays from now on.... (well of course the empty lesson and after the two arts remains but that's ok) ... . . . . . . T^T someone help me -____- and of course now i'm copying bogi's history exercise book cause i was absent :'D -________________-"
well and one more thing... I LOVE WHEN PPL MISUNDERSTAND MY WORDS ON PURPOSE :))))))))
(woaaaah i wrote a lot :O well that happens if someone writes at her blog after a long time XD ...and i think i use the word 'well' too often X'D)
(p.s. sorry for the grammatical mistakes, i dont wanna read itX'D i have to copy history, remember?)
waaa, i forgot to mention that i want to go to university abroad... i want it so much T^T leaving everything behind and go to ...china :O i want to go there T^T but almost everywhere the tuition is waaay too much -___- well there are scholarships but... but i dont know this entire thing -_____- i just know that I WANNA... but i dont know what to learn even there X'D well i should think about it more seriously -________-
...let's stop it now X'D before i write more stupid things