Lately I had made a lot of things that normal person would say its a wrong thing. Well, I cant blame them, I am not a normal person. I am a kind of person who knows what's right and what's wrong but still does the wrong thing.
Let's just say that I chose to do things that only a few people does. I don't like doing things normally because for me it is so boring. If you were to asked me what sorts of things I like to do, I'll answer "something that will stirs my mind" or "nerve-cracking things" I think I'll also answer "something that would change my life completely".
Sometimes when I make decisions I always chose the risky one. I don't know why, maybe I just liked risky things. Then it would result to something let's say negative. Then it would turn into a negative again, and into more negative and to worst. But, I don't regret a single thing that I did. I'm thinking that if I will be able to TURN ALL THESE NEGATIVES INTO ONE BIG POSITIVE I will definitely feel twice the satisfaction than doing the right thing from the start.
So right now, even if I'm drowning in all the faults I had made, and it seems that I ruining my life on purpose, no matter how people see me, I DON'T CARE. Because in the end what I feel about myself is what's important.
I'm self-centered? Yeah I admit, because being self-centered means you have a lot of confidence in your self. I have a lot of those or maybe too much?
Final words, I want to say to everyone that it is not a bad thing to listen to other people's feedback about your self because in the end all the decisions are yours to make. I don't regret anything because I decided that by myself, but most of the people who regrets are the people who did not follow what their hearts says.
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Let's just say that I chose to do things that only a few people does. I don't like doing things normally because for me it is so boring. If you were to asked me what sorts of things I like to do, I'll answer "something that will stirs my mind" or "nerve-cracking things" I think I'll also answer "something that would change my life completely".
Sometimes when I make decisions I always chose the risky one. I don't know why, maybe I just liked risky things. Then it would result to something let's say negative. Then it would turn into a negative again, and into more negative and to worst. But, I don't regret a single thing that I did. I'm thinking that if I will be able to TURN ALL THESE NEGATIVES INTO ONE BIG POSITIVE I will definitely feel twice the satisfaction than doing the right thing from the start.
So right now, even if I'm drowning in all the faults I had made, and it seems that I ruining my life on purpose, no matter how people see me, I DON'T CARE. Because in the end what I feel about myself is what's important.
I'm self-centered? Yeah I admit, because being self-centered means you have a lot of confidence in your self. I have a lot of those or maybe too much?
Final words, I want to say to everyone that it is not a bad thing to listen to other people's feedback about your self because in the end all the decisions are yours to make. I don't regret anything because I decided that by myself, but most of the people who regrets are the people who did not follow what their hearts says.
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