ミカン★彡

一体いつからだったのかな…憧れも尊敬も、それは今でも変わらない。だけど　…憧れも尊敬も飛び越えて、生まれてしまった、もっともっと大きな、大すきの気持ちは。

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How can I get away from him????

Every time when I feel I got hurt by him or anything related to him. My potential intellect will tell myself to get away from him and take the "time drug"to forget him. It is easy to stop thinking of him but every time i stay alone, the feeling that stay with him just like a strong hook pull me back to the hell and suffer.

I need to admit that like someone is the most difficult course I have never take so far. Some psychologist said if you think you like or have interesting in someone after four months, it will not be called "like" anymore, it should be called "love". The first time I meet him is 3 years ago and I could feel my heart jump and could not breath. At the begging of 2013 I can tell anyone also include myself that I love him, who I even cannot any places attract me from and who even does not care me at all. During passed 6 months, I have be irresolute not only one time to try to stop my feeling and stay away from him. But the more harder I escape from hime the more I feel I love him.

Until today I still wondering if it is right to still hold the tiny hope for him.
How can I deal with the further? What can I do?

Here, i will not shy to say: Anything is nothing without you!