19.12.2009

Is funny cause only today I realize that he is actually from Philosophy major and not Psychology. haha

Well I'm not sure how long this feeling can last but at this moment, right now. This is what I'm going through.

1. I still remember that day, it wasn't the best working day of mine. And I'm sure alot of people will go through this so I'm not saying I'm very 'cham' but that day for me, it was just a hit on the head. Of how, 'real' people can be.

2. I totally forgot how I bumped into him and start 'google' ing him and YT'ing haha The world of YT. I still remember I used to watch things through YT because either I'm too free OR I am in my fangirl mode.

3. It started I think when while I was in my middle of my HK drama, You're Hired. First few episodes were okay then following that I'm in love with the actor inside played by him. Mak Tai Song.

4. Why, you ask. Well in general, the character makes me understand that I love smart guy! hahaha Well maybe not with the same clothes everyday. Abit of sense fashion would be prefect.

5. So. I started to think alot about having a smart guy to be with me. By that, I know I love my bf more. He is my bestfriend, the person who understands me, the person who guides me and the person who shares with me. He is my everything.

6. So what this Mak Tai Song did to me? Well after finishing the movie I still in the midst of going with this guy so I begin the search. To my surprise, cause he is not a new actor and I do love him before. Not LOVE love but I do enjoy his acting.

7. First off, WIKI 'degree in Philosophy' WOAH. hahaha I was so shock.

8. So I here comes YT. And, the funny thing is he is not an idol to me. He is so real, so aspiring from his work. And alot of things from him makes me realize (maybe is a good thing, I don't know) a little more about what's in life.

9. From his past, it makes me to pick up a book to read. Is called, Chasing Daylight. Why that? Is it because he read that before? Yes. I can't deny that fact BUT in a way that I'm a lazy person so go through all the millions book. So from his recommendation, I will go and buy that book. I just need some suggestions or ideas on what is good.

10. I am not going to agree everything he said so I will still read that book if is bad, that it is. If that book is really not my type of thing. Then is okay. I mean there are gazillions of things in life.

Why stop with one?

你讲，我听.

I don't think this is how love feels like. And is not idolizing is about.

To me, he to me is more like an aspiring person. No, he is not god or either he is THAT superior.
He is just a normal person who has so much passion in what he likes and in a way, he gives out to earn what more than valuable (well of course to pay his bills).

He is so inspirational.

I'm sure that by him studying psychology in a sense help him to 'understand' human being better. But I hope he is not 'over-using' it. I'm not that naive to think he will not use that as an advantage well maybe to gain more popularity but hopefully he will not play with people's emotion. On the other hand, he may work things out which could be the best for him, much more easier.

I have this hate and love relation for people who knows so much and can even predict what you are going to act or think. I think that creeps out to a certain extant but of course I know it could be me not wanting people to know more about me, QUIETLY judging you ! haha

I hate people who thinks they are so superior and always right. Well lets put it this way, I do respect people with more knowledge and smarter and even more experience than myself. I can't deny that there ARE people who is smarter than you. BUT the way they talk shouldn't sound you are the only smart guy standing in the earth. I will rather share my lifetime with someone who could share theirs.

Simple, I was listening to one of the radio clip today and he was the guest. They have to play a PLAY according to a book by Mitch Albom. There was one phrase that goes like this;

'When you talk, I will listen' 你讲，我听.

So is this how life should be, we should walk shoulder to shoulder and not you thinking you are so high above.

That's what I wish my life could lead by.

18.12.2009

I realize that there are not a lot of people who is fortunate enough to meet inspirational human being. And I am grateful that I met this person.


Not personally and yet faraway but yes he have such an impact on me right now.