well technically, it's still spring.
my internet died and i had to go a week without it. it was difficult! we finally got cable last week to watch the world cup. so far, it's great! today's matches were mexico vs cameroon, spain vs netherland, and chile vs australia. the best match, i think, was chile vs netherlands. the most disappointing was spain and netherland. but hey, japan is on tomorrow and i hope they win! four matches tomorrow. i have a lot of homework to do tomorrow, i hope i can finish a lot of it.
summer school has been so difficult to keep up with. there's just so much to do and so much going on that i forget what's what. i hope i am able to stay on top of things. God, help me!
Also, my flower and i had a sweet last couple of days together. now we're separated. i hope it comes wandering and looking for me. i miss it a lot. i hope it thinks of me as often as i think of it.
I'm tired. I have to get some sleep for the next match tomorrow. summer, go easy on me please.
i hope my wishes and prayers come true
my internet died and i had to go a week without it. it was difficult! we finally got cable last week to watch the world cup. so far, it's great! today's matches were mexico vs cameroon, spain vs netherland, and chile vs australia. the best match, i think, was chile vs netherlands. the most disappointing was spain and netherland. but hey, japan is on tomorrow and i hope they win! four matches tomorrow. i have a lot of homework to do tomorrow, i hope i can finish a lot of it.
summer school has been so difficult to keep up with. there's just so much to do and so much going on that i forget what's what. i hope i am able to stay on top of things. God, help me!
Also, my flower and i had a sweet last couple of days together. now we're separated. i hope it comes wandering and looking for me. i miss it a lot. i hope it thinks of me as often as i think of it.
I'm tired. I have to get some sleep for the next match tomorrow. summer, go easy on me please.
i hope my wishes and prayers come true
it's been really hot, but now, the wind's picking up and the storm is coming. the rain has fallen a bit.
lately, i've been really sad and upset. i can't be in a quiet place. i'll only hear myself cry on the inside. sometimes you become so upset that you forget...forget a lot of things...even the reason why you're upset. at that moment, you know you need to stop. it doesn't matter how much it hurts. when it's too the point where you can't feel anymore, it's time to take a stand. i can't show myself as so weak. i need to show that i'm strong. my physical pain isn't even half the amount of my emotional pain. i shouldn't try to balance or overpower it either.
God, i just wish things will look up.
if i keep hoping, will my prayers get another chance? will it be reconsidered?
lately, i've been really sad and upset. i can't be in a quiet place. i'll only hear myself cry on the inside. sometimes you become so upset that you forget...forget a lot of things...even the reason why you're upset. at that moment, you know you need to stop. it doesn't matter how much it hurts. when it's too the point where you can't feel anymore, it's time to take a stand. i can't show myself as so weak. i need to show that i'm strong. my physical pain isn't even half the amount of my emotional pain. i shouldn't try to balance or overpower it either.
God, i just wish things will look up.
if i keep hoping, will my prayers get another chance? will it be reconsidered?