何度何度も喧嘩別れしても、またつながってしまう。別れるチャンスは何回もあったのに。 神は何を教えてようとして2人を引き合わせたのか?
Dear Shota,
I hope you have been well. Have you ever thought about this idea —
that while we cannot redo the past, we can choose to begin again from the very start?
Looking back, I think we met at a time when I was still carrying unhealed wounds within myself,
and you, too, were holding onto pain that had not yet found its way to healing. Because of that,
we ended up hurting each other in ways neither of us truly wished for. 

There was a time when I opened a door that led us both into a darkness we were not ready for.
We carried more weight than two people should ever have to bear, and it pulled us down to
a placeneither of us truly wished to go. 
Fear, anxiety, impatience, and attachment clouded what our hearts genuinely wanted.
Even now, when I look back, I can see how deeply we were both struggling beneath the surface.
There were moments when our hearts reached for each other, yet our fears pulled us apart.
I have come to understand that love without clarity becomes a shadow, and pain without words
becomes a distance that grows quietly between two people. I also realize now that I was afraid
to express my feelings honestly. If it is possible, I would like to start again with you —
not to revisit or blame the past, but to face each other quietly with the hearts we have now. 

Shota, I would like to hear how you feel. If you choose not to reply, I will accept that as your answer,
and I will continue walking my own path.
★Sumiyo
翔太、私を成長させるために悪役を引き受けてくれてありがとう~苦しかった、、ネ