study abroad:81:110105:いやぁ

今のクラスをパスすれば大学前の英語の勉強も終わりなのですが、どうもこの期に及んで国語力が問題で評価があやしくなってきました。もう昔から、駄目なの国語系は。年末までのクラスなんて、評価セクションが6個もあって、5個がＡ評価(優秀)で、リーディングがＣ(並)。しかも数カ月前よりテストの点数が落ちているからね、何が悪いか、どうやって良くなるかわからない、だから中学の時から苦しんでいるのよ。もう15年も苦しんでいるってことはとっくにチャレンジすることすら諦めた方がいいってことだったかもね。もう今後は一切、語学の読み系の勉強はしません。つらいわ・・・

study abroad:80:110104:Conservative

Conservative guys are shit! Majority of Jap guys take a conservative way when they are faced on turning point. I think CHANGE is the appropriate answer at turning point.

We sometimes feel scary something gonna change dramaticaly but that thing is absolutely always attractive in our mind. Also we avoid a big change, because we've been taught tradition Jap ethic.

So, what is neccesary for us spending a stimulating life? Be honest by ourselves. I think if we took a conservative way, we would be feeling regret or something afterwards.

I always must be patient a small change for coming a big change because big change brings precious experience which is called PROCEED. I mustn't give up in the middle of my voyage.

study abroad:79:110103:Unpredictable Weather

I was lucky I could spned a fine day bith christmas and new year eve in Syd. Curiously australia's weather is changing everyday, everytime epecially in Melbourne. Sydney is not exception.

Bgining of 2011, weather is not stable despite of dry summer season by contrast I should recognize this is standard normal weather in Syd. Melbourne where I lived for 7months recorded 42 degrees on the new year eve, my frined text me that terrible temperature then.

I like fine day but i have to take care about high sunlight i expected. I thought sunglass is a part of fashion theerfore wearing a sunglass is not suite to me n i dont like to wear it. I forgot to bring my glass by chance when i go to beach with my friend, . On our way to home, surprisingly I felt my eye sight was down compared to the previous day. Also ive been feeling like that i got a flash from camera.

I bought a sunglass in china town only $5. This might be support my eyes properly.

study abroad:78:110102:A new year

Its coming new year finally, I had spent opposite side of opera house on the NYE with my Mex friends/Jap friends. Sadly i got head ache and sleepy in the middle of fireworks. Anyhow it was incredibly crowded people in there sort of maximum packed train even before 6 hours untill the famous fireworks begin.

To begin wih im not interested in fireworks so much, i prefer eat something good and drink beer at house or restaurant but this time is the first time for me though the year end in Syd.

Incidentally i spent in Hainai island with Carlos at night club which my Hainanese friend recomment us then. Somehow it was so fun with Hainanese person. I wanna go there again or the other land in the area of east asian country.

I know what is deferrence with these two situations exactly. Whether I have high pressure for studying/working. I should've forgot it only before the NYE but after fireworks I changed my mind very soon and we went to bar for having a first beer in 2011. Definitely good. Hopefully the first japanese beer in japan in March 2011 is far more better than this. ill do my best for staying in Syd.

study abroad:77:110101:1ギギロン

A happy new year, I wish you'll be happier year by year. I'd like to describe about inappropriate labeling something like it. If I expressed one word 'Revolution' cos of some of words are no make sense at all. There are some reasons why Chinese foods which are labeled inappropriate explaination.

To begin with, probably no suitable staff who work in a company which sells Japanese food as a foreign company. Therefore they have no process to quality control such as labeling. It is obviously that this sort of SOMEN product's descriprion is so wired.

Another reason why inappropriate labeling is easy to find at grocery shops is this type of labeling is not big deal for majority of cunstomer. As can be seen that information is how to use this food, one of cooking example by the way. Nevertheless this case is nort big things for any customer, this could couse anxious about the other deescription even English description. If it caused miss spelling on nurtrition, it will trriger a human health problem.

This labeling problem is not huge concern for me actually, just found a crazy labeling at Chinese town in Sydney. Curiously nobody couldn't notice that many inappropriate labeling stuff at big super market even the staff work in that super market. Usually we can ignore them whereas it must be happened, miss labeling brings a trouble to someone somewhere in the world..

study abroad:76:101230:English

From time to time I feel that why am I studying English too hard. Its one of longing for well educated person who can speak English fluency in addition working at the international company which required higher level of English skills. I don't know why I want to be a skillful person as above. Probably its not nurture but nature.

English is helpfull in any aspect of scene, someone looking for something on the street likewise. Then you wanna willing to help him who came from oversea? or you wanna escape from there and you pretend to busy neighbourhood? I prefer the first choice, of course take advantege of speaking English also release to embarassing help someone on the street its sort of paticular Japansese.

So if I can speak English fluency, I can help someone on the street by contrast I can't excuse later if I face on that situation. .I just wondering myself, how do I grow up in the near future?? What kind of person ill become? Probably my ideal person who has a proud of one's self life/ proud of job/ can speak English fluency/ can help someone on the street without hesitating for a moment. I will be a kind of ideal person? but no one can stop writing about my future plan, either way nothing will be happened if we don't write anything we want.

In this time, bit serious story and almost of descriptions are happend in my dream so far. But I convinced some of them will be happend in short time alos I'll confiedent with myself then. messy--- structure and grammar!

study abroad:75:101229:NYE

NeeYearEveがあるみたいだけど、どうやって花火を見ようかと思っています。基本的には興味ないのですが、一回くらいは行ってみようかと思っています。

徐々にシドニー友達も増えて来ましたので、どこかに合流し年末は騒ぎたいと思います。メキシカン友達のダニエルもメルボルンから来るし、なんだかメルボルンから援軍が来るようでとても心強いです。

花火は多分写真のようなやつかな、多摩川よりも雑だけど規模はでかそうな感じですのでずっと夏祭り(サマーシーズン)がなかった身としては楽しみにしています。酒は飲むよ、こっちで酒は負けるわけにはいかんからね。

study abroad:74:101226:Titanic

もう引っ越しかな(笑)　なんか男ばかりの家のくせに少し綺麗だなと思っていたら、細かいやつらが多い、と思う。難しいねえ多少汚い家の方がいいのか、というか早く勉強終わらせて帰りたいわ、日本が一番。インターネットも使いすぎ？俺はそんな普通にしか使ってないからなぁ。いちいちウザイのよネットは、というかオーストラリアが遅れているだけ、資源があるだけの、豊かな国ってだけだからここは。サウジのガソリン一本やりの国よりは全然ましだけど。ありゃ終わってるよ・・・

居間でタイタニックを見ていましたが、誰かに何か言われるのもウザイので消してさよなら、家探しでも開始ね。

study abroad:73:101224:Time flies

I've almost finished my steptool class. Somehow it will be continued untill NYE. Eitherway I have not much plans year end and new year. Naturally I have to do work(study) during staying here on Australia cos this is the reason why I'm coming to oversea.

Probably I should recognize that I have not enought time to study but what's exactly suitable job for me, should I compromise to find a ideal job in the future and vice versa. In a way always a lot of stuff on my mind even special occasion but this is should be the deistiny so I hope can meet stunning person, glomolous job, glorious something in Australia.

Incidentally this picture is a part of my fresh and fluffy presentation. Not meaning too much but just favorite it. An inspiration hit me last night, my statement is serious but I wanted to show it comically and easily for teacher n class mates. Usually story is the most imortant component but I tried to make it simpler and atrractive at that time. I would try it again on my next presentation coming uo next year.

Recentry I'm bit hectic n exhausted by studying pressure. Originaly I'm not tough guy therefore from time to time I can't tolerate that pressure and feel exhausted. Alternatively I like appropriate pressure it depends on situation. If we have no pressure when we will be doing something, it is quite boring and be unable to achieve it eaasily. Anyhow I've been feeling pressure n will have to keep it hot untill the end of my foreign life.

study abroad:72:101212:Darling harbour

やっとシドニーに来た感が出て来ました。場所はダーリングハーバー、横浜みたいなところですかね。シンガポールだと、クラークキーって感じですが、どちらと比べても規模は大きくありません。でもなんか観光地にキターって感じはするので、昨日はとても新鮮な気持ちでしたわ。

同じ学校のカツミ君と一緒にハッピーアワーを狙って飲みにきてそのまま隣のオージーと合流、コロナやいろんなものをもらって、英語も存分に話しました。やっぱ地元の人と話している時が一番英語の成長を感じます。

ちなみにUTSの学校の職員さんで、みんながみんなUTSはいい学校だって勧めてきますが、まあいいと思うんですがいい意味で強引ですね、いい気質だと思います。でも12時半に学校が終わってそれから飲んでるっていうことだから、7時間くらい飲んでるってうけるねこの人達、日本人の酒好き野郎には到底かなわないけど、タフだね。マークアンジェロさん、連絡先を言わずに名前を言って去ってしまった、今後会うことはあるのかしら。。

その後シティで韓国人と飲みに。いいやつら韓国人はいつもフレンドリーで一生懸命。あつい人は好きだな、国籍関係なくね。