Standing on this street
that I always used to walk with you.
I blankly pace back and forth
and look at the sky.
Then the traffic light changed
and I saw you.
I couldn't take another step
and just turned around.
As I turned around,
on top of my footsteps.
Tear marks were engraved
one by one.
I'm the one who broke up with you,
I'm the one who said it's over.
But it hurts so much
when I passed you by.
Don't love me.
Please don't love me.
Lies I say as I hold it in alone,
as I swallow it in alone.
It hurts this much after I left you.
So I hope you aren't hurting like I am.
I remember when we said
our last goodbyes.
Was it my greed to hope you
would hold onto me ?
I even remember the scent of
the flower petals.
That blew in the wind after we kissed.
As I look back at our love,
as I turn back our love.
I'm only filled with regrets
and it hurts like this.
Because of my tears
I can't even see you.
As much as I loved.
I'm hurting like this, why ?
Don't love me.
Please don't love me.
Lies I say as I hold it in alone,
as I swallow it in alone.
It hurts this much after I left you.
So I hope you aren't hurting like I am.
いつも貴女と歩いたこの道を
ただ何度も行ったり来たりしては
ぼんやりと空を見上げたり
信号が変わって
貴女の姿が見えたとき
一歩も動けず背を向けてしまった
背を向ける僕の足取りに
ひとつひとつ涙の跡が刻み込まれる
別れを切り出したのは僕なのに
終わらせたのは僕なのに
貴女の元から去った僕は
こんなにも胸が痛いよ
愛さないで、愛さないで
独りで耐えて
独りで受け入れるという嘘
貴女を残して去った僕は
こんなにも胸が痛くて
僕のように貴女が
傷ついていないことを願うよ
別れのときを思い出して
手放したくないと願ったのは
貴女の欲だったのだろうか
唇を重ねた後の
風に舞う花びらの香りまで思い出して
僕たちの愛を振り返ると
僕たちの愛を思い返すと
後悔ばかりが溢れて
また胸が痛くなるよ
涙が溢れてきたせいで
貴女を見ることさえできなくて
僕が愛した分だけ
こんなにも胸が痛むのはなぜ
愛さないで、愛さないで
独りで耐えて
独りで受け入れるという嘘
貴女を残して去った僕は
こんなにも胸が痛くて
僕のように貴女が
傷ついていないことを願うよ
XOXO