I can't remember if I've ever written here but I guess, in a sad situation, I feel like writing something.
My sister died a couple of weeks ago and her body was found by my father because we couldn't get in contact with her. We moved to an other city a month and half ago and we left her and my niece there waiting for things to get better.
My niece stayed with my dead sister for almost 24 hours without asking for help. She could eat something but she didn't call us because her mobile was broken. She is 6 years old and I want her to be mine now.
I feel like I didn't do enough for my sister, I was avoiding her because she was a total mess. But I loved her and I regret to have not done enough.
She died for a sudden illness, she wanted to live, she wanted to stay with her daughter, she wanted to go to dance once again till dawn. She wanted to do so many things that I can't even count them.
I miss her so much, I wish I had done something more, I wish I had stayed with her, talking to her and laugh with her.
But I can't do these things anymore, she was only 36.
I just wish I'll be able to take care of my niece like she wanted to.
I love you sis, I'll be missing you for the rest of my life and beyond.