deadlock

i got caught in a deadlock again.

あたし..どうしたらいいの？

神様、なんかのsignをくれ...

wish it were colder.

i wish it were colder so that i can dress up in all my winter coats and maybe curl up with a nice book (out of the tens i have) over a steaming cup of hot chocolate.

i still dream of london and new york.