I'll just stop my breathing now
The pain has got me overrun
I'll start breathing once again
3 2 1
My breathing starts to choke me up
I think I've had about enough
I'm starting to wonder why is it that you aren't here with me...
I can breathe regularly, living is simple for me
However, it's because I live, I'm lonely
But I'll continue to live, I'll laugh and continue to live
And yet I still wonder why is it you aren't here with me?
Hey, doesn't matter if you laugh
And it doesn't matter if you cry
If you're mad I wouldn't mind it too
Just know that I'll keep loving you
I wouldn't mind if you kissed me here
If you'd hug me to erase your tears
Yes it's fine if you could make me yours, yours and only yours alone...
If I could go and meet you, I'd be happy once again
And it's because I live I feel lonely
Perhaps if I could stop time... I think have lost my mind
At times I just wonder why is it you aren't here with me?
Is it fine if I were to laugh?
Would it be fine if I were to cry?
Is it fine if I were angry too?
Is it fine to keep loving you?
I would you mind if I kissed you here?
Or if I'd hug you to erase my tears?
Is it fine if I could make you mine?
Please tell me that it will be fine.
Hey, if you laugh then I would too
If you cry I'd help you make it through
If you were angry I'd listen to you
Just know that I'll keep loving you
I would love if you would kiss me here
If you'd hug me to erase your tears
We will make it through the 'Why's and 'How's,
I'll love you as long as time allows
"I can see you smile!" "Just like you!"
"Are you crying now...?" "You are too..."
"I love you so..." "Hey, I love you too~"
"We'll meet up again right?" "I'll wait for you"
I'll wait for you
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CAN I JUST LOVE YOU GUYS. PLEASE.
When I checked back on my channel today, I saw a startling fact: I almost had 100 subscribers!
99 to be exact. Well, let's just say I probably looked like a retard,
crying in front of the computer screen as hard as I do when I read sadstuck. Haha :D
Just know that I'm so happy! I love you all and I really just wanna embrace every single one of you.
I didn't know I could feel this way before YouTube, so I just want to thank you all.
HUGS! :D
Maybe when you read this, I'll have a hundred already, but asdfghjkl;' *not happening* Hehehe.
Love you all!
Rachie, over and out :o)
When I checked back on my channel today, I saw a startling fact: I almost had 100 subscribers!
99 to be exact. Well, let's just say I probably looked like a retard,
crying in front of the computer screen as hard as I do when I read sadstuck. Haha :D
Just know that I'm so happy! I love you all and I really just wanna embrace every single one of you.
I didn't know I could feel this way before YouTube, so I just want to thank you all.
HUGS! :D
Maybe when you read this, I'll have a hundred already, but asdfghjkl;' *not happening* Hehehe.
Love you all!
Rachie, over and out :o)
Stuck at Red Mango waiting for my friends. Sigh. The sacrifices we make for the sake of friendship.
Hm. Let's kick off the blog with a positive post. Take this as the calm before the storm, if you will.
Ever since 12/8, my brain has been on holiday mode. It seems that my reflexes have slowed down,my breathing is calm, and I can sleep for very long periods of time. Even so, I can fall back asleep again. Almost like a yogi, it seems. It's very frustrating for my parents; and honestly, I shudder at the thought of wasting my life like this every day until my trip to the US commences, but if I'm correct about this whole yogi business, chemicals are being excreted into my brain this very moment that elongates my life.
In any case, I'm very happy for once. I lost one kilogram, and that's after eating almost half a First Love cake (I blame the yogi syndrome). We started packing today for the US trip, and when I tried on pants that could not fit me 2 years past, it fit me now! I felt elated, obviously. Ah, I finally see the results of my diet. The feeling of reaping what one sows is dreadfully fulfilling.
On a more serious note, thank you, dear subscribers, for 800 views on my キリトリセン video! I never thought I would attain that much views in such a small period of time. I am very grateful to all of you. Thank you so much for all the support you gave me! As for the moment, I'm working on my エゴママ cover, and I truly hope you all will like it o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
To end this blog post (and the day), here's my first try at covering エゴママ. It's not perfect, but I'm working on it! After all, I am only human...!
エゴママ
Rachie, over and out.
Ever since 12/8, my brain has been on holiday mode. It seems that my reflexes have slowed down,my breathing is calm, and I can sleep for very long periods of time. Even so, I can fall back asleep again. Almost like a yogi, it seems. It's very frustrating for my parents; and honestly, I shudder at the thought of wasting my life like this every day until my trip to the US commences, but if I'm correct about this whole yogi business, chemicals are being excreted into my brain this very moment that elongates my life.
In any case, I'm very happy for once. I lost one kilogram, and that's after eating almost half a First Love cake (I blame the yogi syndrome). We started packing today for the US trip, and when I tried on pants that could not fit me 2 years past, it fit me now! I felt elated, obviously. Ah, I finally see the results of my diet. The feeling of reaping what one sows is dreadfully fulfilling.
On a more serious note, thank you, dear subscribers, for 800 views on my キリトリセン video! I never thought I would attain that much views in such a small period of time. I am very grateful to all of you. Thank you so much for all the support you gave me! As for the moment, I'm working on my エゴママ cover, and I truly hope you all will like it o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
To end this blog post (and the day), here's my first try at covering エゴママ. It's not perfect, but I'm working on it! After all, I am only human...!
エゴママ
Rachie, over and out.