Yesterday was the end of my D'espairsRay. I can't find good words to describe my feelings, but I want write something from the bottom of my little broken heart.
Today I was reading messages from band to fans. Thank you for it. I still believe in you and love you. You changed my life, thank you for everything..My heart is empty now but I can't give in, just for you.
Hizumi, you are the only one person who I really admire, love, adore. You was ..no..You are the best vocalist I've ever heard. Your voice was my medicine, for my sorrow and pain. You are always in my heart, no matter what. I believe in you, I believe I meet you one day again and see your smile. No one is so important for me like you. Thats why I'm crying , I miss you, simply miss you..
Karyu, thank you for your words today. Thank you for all crazy moment with you! For you power and passion. You are amazing man and you always make me happy. Be strong, forever. I will never forget you. Thank you for you pick. I will wear it on my neck and forever think about you.
Zero..Your smile always was so beautiful and sweet. I saw your smile in every concert in Poland, it was amazing to see you happy here. Even I can't see you anymore, I believe, your smile will be still so pretty and you'll be happy. My heart and soul is close to you. Now, in the pass and in the future. Love your fans as you loved us than! Forever. Don't forget us. Never!