It is so weird that I really wanna type in English rather than In Chineses, although my english sucks. :-p
Sometimes I think I am not "me" anymore.
Maybe I have been grown up.
Recently, I really wanna use an objective way to look at myself.
I hope I can create a better me.
However, on the other hand, I realize that I am losing part of myself...
Before, I was used to be the kind of person who had strong opinions, who always think that I am right.
But now, I tend to be afraid of involved in many things and giving opinion.
Maybe that is because many things happened in these years and my value changed.
This change in value makes me to think a lot of my past.
These days I try to look back in my life and see if there is any difference if I do thing in the other way.
Like before, I didnt care interpersonal relationship a lot, but now I start wondering what if I did care abt people who were around me. What will happen??
But ling ling is right. No matter how much I have changed, I am still me. If i am facing same situation again, I will make the same decision
Even though the thought is not the same as before, I am still me and being myself in a unique way.
maybe how to be a better me depends on how I see myself.
Yes. I am thinking too much.
