I need to put myself together!

Now looking for a new job and going to English class when there'are no interview or partime tasks.

I am going to freak out but I keep telling myself not to.

Because I will eventually get a job, no matter good or bad.

I will get one.

I believe I will.

Eventually, just don't know when, I will pass this bridge and arrive at the place of brightness and breeze.

I'll get to 彼岸

Is this where dead people go, or it may refer to a new stage of life in Japanese culture?

Don't know. I'll take the latter.