i made a really silly routine where when i get out of the shower and i am cold i snuggle in my girlfriends hoodie but i havent told her because like i said its silly. even when i get really hot i keep the hoodie on because i get hot when i snuggle her and i especially get hot when i kiss her but i like it i like it when she makes me hot.
it is a big burning tingling sensation on my skin and my legs and thighs and my stretch marks sing that if she does one more thing i will fall in love and i wont get out for she is a flower unlike any other and shes on fire her hair is always always on fire and when i touch her i burn like a fossil fuel because when shes around i feel like im thousands of feet underground and she has to mine me out. she uses me in her machines
she really burns me up inside and my heart is like a mixture of gasoline and cyanide and i hold her at night and sweat in the morning and i am so prone to heat stroke that i dont even like summer but if she gave me heat stroke i would gladly say it was worth holding her for a night because she fits softly in my arms but im so so shy and im so scared of rejection that i dont really talk about it anymore because im embarassed to say im still lovesick and bedridden