Here's for the ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check your cellphone the next morning and be disappointed. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be you", one day, then listened to him say that he loves and misses you, and the next when he doesn't want to be anything at all. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.

We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, got crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him even for a while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.

Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.

Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest everything, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us.

This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if?".
When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.

This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us few weeks later that "why your still on doubt?!." (Then later on find out his damn girl was pregnant! WTF)

Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."
The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and their dreams again.

We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us when ever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave one thought about them.
Here's for the time that he took to waste, breaking your heart ... again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.

Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt all over again.
Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When your song comes on the radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.

Think of all the broken promises, and the lies, the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering how he’s doing.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.

One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.

nakakbadtrip knaaaa!!! grrrrrrr Ayan kna nmn. Sabi mo, blik ka ng Shanghai for few days, aun... i called at d office.. andun kba??会社おかしいんじゃないの?!会社なのに電話には誰も出ないn?* I called ur cp both off!?nagtitext ako di ka sumasagot. tanong ko lang ano ba tlga gusto mo mangyari?!

'di lang eto yung unang beses na ginawa mo!
pag-iwas sa mga problemang di na dapat pinatatagal pa. ako yung tipong pasensyosa(o tanga? martir?), wala kang naririnig saken kahit anong sakit ang nararamdaman ko. Ganyan ka ba kahit nung di pa tayo magkakilala? o naging ganyan ka na lang kse akala mo lahat ng ginagawa mo okay lang saken? !??*

ayoko mang magkumpara pero di ko maiwasan. Andito ka sa bahay, pero ano ginagawa mo! Hlos di mo mabitawan yang cellphone mo! Khit sa toilet, sa ofuro, pti b nmn s pagtulog. Tpos ngayon, di ko makontak cp mo! Lhat off... WTF!

may magagawa ba ako? wala. iiyak ko n lang ba toh..o ibuhos ko lahat ng sama ng loob ko sau? siguro kapag nagpacheck-up ako ngayon baka may sakit na ako sa puso sa kakikimkim ng lahat ng sama ng loob na binibigay mo saken.

naiinis na tlga ako sa sarili ko! when will i get tired of crying over you?

I don’t know if I still have to continue whatever struggle I have for you.

Sometimes, it’s just so hard to push myself still further when I know,

I can feel it, that you don’t want me to be there…

that’s the exact feeling you throw in me when things are so rough between us…

and you let me do my thing as if you really don’t care…

that it is as if I’m too insensitive for your feelings and I didn’t do anything with your fucked up situation.

I was there, whether you notice me or not…unfortunately, you don’t notice me helping you

because its all my complaint that remains…I was there waiting for you to tell me what’s wrong... because I’m so afraid to ask…because every time I do that...

I always get a little answers that left me with so many why’s, what’s and how’s…

and in those times I just felt am I your wife?! Do you see me as your half??

and I should stop asking for I can’t help and don’t know how to…

it hurts me every time I see a sign from you that you’re learning the attitude of leaving me out…

of all the people, it’s you that I really don’t expect that kind of feeling…

sometimes, I’m aloof to your friends because they make me feel that I’m just that fool girl, trying to hold onto your tail when they know I should leave because they even know you have another girl…and even made your BITCH pregnant. I want to believe that you truly love me no matter what situation you’re in and no matter how down you are…

its just that in these times, we’re struggling for our love that we shouldn’t be…

in so many times we’ve shared, I’ve learned so much from you and as much as I want us not to change, its happening right now…I’m trying to hold on…and now you’re also struggling for life…emotionally when you’re completely lost, I feel twice…

I’m still here to take of you in anyway and every way…

this is how I’m loving you though everything for you is a lie.

But when I knew that you betrayed me, I feel so confused now…. Do I have to continue to struggle?

That if I spread my wings with you… are you willing to spread your wings with me too?!

Do you still want or need me in your life? Tell me… DO YOU??

I know, I’m just fooling myself…

‘Coz almost everyday in my life I feel so empty,

I feel so lost, I feel so low.

I have no one to blame for my emptiness,
Only myself who's dying for your love
I have no tears to cry, no more courage to be strong
No more laughter to hide my sadness
I have nothing..
‘Coz I know though you're there, still you're miles away from me.

I'm in a middle of life and death, one wrong step, I'll die.
One more tears I cry I know I'll survive.

People says that "I LOVE YOU" is the sweetest word,
That it feels like heaven when your love ones say it
But is it for real? Is there such thing as heaven?
Then where is heaven? How does it feel?
Whenever you’re saying that you love me and you care for me,
I feel so stupid for being happy!
I'm sorry for loving you too much, sorry for holding you so tight
It just like I don't want this family to be broken.