ruins...

destroyed structures are full of reminiscences. they keep solicitously memories about people and events, they could tell a lot of stories...

buildings which won't be finished are filled with unrealized ideas and hopes...

what kind of ruins do you like more: something destroyed or something that will never be complete?

(笑)

golden dragonfly

something from Tokyo (｡♥‿♥｡)

a few days ago I received a mail from my friend who lives in Tokyo.

and now I'm ready to show you my treasures

yes, I had no chance to go to VII-Sense last live.

but a friend of mine was there. she's got some goods for me and sent them by mail.

here they are...

a pamphlet and chekis

and photosets!

it's amazing!

thank you very much, my dear friend!!!

I guess you understand how important is it for me...

just thank you...

a lantern...

hmm... actually this is an old work. I've done it about 2 years ago.
that time I just learnt to work with glass.

today my boss brought it and asked to take a photo of that lantern...

ok, it's done XD

a neighbour (^-^)

I've met it this morning

an attempt No. ...

I don't know... it's just another try XD

ok, let it be an attempt No. X

once again I'm trying to give up smoking (笑)

my friends laugh on me and stake XDD
I can understand their doubts 'cause it isn't the first time when I decide to leave off that habit :)
you know I always failed before.

well, 3 days without cigarettes has passed...

it's really hard XD

I can't concentrate on the work :(
I'm very nervous, irritable and a bit agressive...
that's why I prefer to stay away from people now XDD

all the time I say to myself "come on, dear! you can do that"
and all the time I object XD I ask myself "hey, do you really need it?"

well, I hope those inward arguments won't drive me mad XDD

ohh... I really need a strength of will (>.<)
could you give me some? (笑)