Well
maybe i shouldn't have seen this movie now.
it was a lovely movie.
yes it was.
so so so beautiful.
but for me
now
it just made me sad.
it just made me wanna see my darling.
i'm really having a difficult time
since he had left to Miyazaki
there's to much rule around him
which we cannot just ignore
and he doesn't have the right word
and the right timing to tll me about it
it just makes me feel lonely
it just makes me feel like I'm the only one
who is wanting to be together
wanting him to be my side at the end of the day
and be my side at the begining of the day
being the first one to say good morning
and the last one to say good night
and have a sweet sweet kiss
i really want him back
if impossible
i wanna at least know that he loves me
and he also wants me by his side
and he is thinking of me every night and day
well actually
it was really a good movie though
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