I'm not fu**in leaving ~The show goes on~ -10ページ目

I'm not fu**in leaving ~The show goes on~

Studied in a Japanese college using English for 3years and stayed in the USA for a year. a weblog about Japan now

"It wasn't  a matter of chance, it was a matter of choice"

This is a phrase that touched me so much  today.

it often happens i give up what i start before, deciding that something irrelevant for me was so crucial for the situation that it cannot be changed .

i cannot do anything to change the situation.

or

there are very few ways to change the situation.

BUT TODAY, i realized that i have just made excuses on the matters

It is a matter of choice.  i should not run away from deciding choices to make things dome that i decide to do・