Japanese.
As you know, I has been learning Japanese but I can't read and write Japanese character until now. I will study the reading and writing from now, so I will write some words in my diary in Japanese.
Since tomorrow......
Loneliness
Aren't you lonely?
I think I am used to be alone. I has been single for about 4 years since I broke up with my girlf friend. I broke up with my girlfriend becase I couldn't be with her when she got a trobled time. I was so busy too. I couldn't get out of my work for quite a time, what is worse, I couldn't go home every day (I remebered I can go home just twice in a week). After breaking up with my girl friend, I decided I wouldn't make a girlfriend until I would graduate my Ph.D course. I didn't want to have such a thing again and I didn't want to make someone hurt and make me hurt.
Well, I think I get used to be alone. I am used to have a meal alone, I am used to go to a movie alone and I would even go to a concert alone. I was OK.
But, I am lonely. I can't figure out why I am lonely but, I am lonely. Because it is at the end of the year? or because christmst is just around the corner? I don't know why.
I think I won't be able to get to sleep. I am afraid of the feeling like this.
Aren't you lonely?
.. I am about to concentrate to something to get over this loneliness. studying Japanese, read papers, listening songs. I hope these are helpful to me.
Laboratory
As I wrote, I am a Ph.D student and My majority is the atmospheric science. All I do in my lab. are reading the related journals and sitting in front of my computer to make codes or run some numerical models. This is why I started to go jogging. I hadn't done any exercise except a breathing. Since I entered my a Ph.D course, I has gained weight over 10 kg. It is a tragedy（Ｔ＿Ｔ）.
Well, I am now in my lab. to listening songs. today, I didn't concentrate on my research. I don't know why exactlly, but I think it may be caused by the atmosphere of the end of the year. "Ah, it has passed without any achievement"
How about you?