I come from China, Japanese zero foundation, so I don't know the word here, just by guessing.
Afterwards just know, Japanese is to have cultured, also dare not rashly with electronic dictionary for translation. 
The previous I just remember I love 中川大志 expressed aspiring, concrete is not clear what he expressed, I think it is very dangerous, so I decided to write in English.
I university in grade one this year, but choose the wrong, want to leave school to study Japanese, have never thought once again the university entrance exam, it doesn't matter. The key is my parents don't agree, I'm upset. Like Japan, there are many reasons,One reason is that, he flew high, another reason is close to China, Japan, and one reason is that compared to other countries, Japan make me feel more warm.
I don't like the magnificent life, but I'm also afraid of this mediocre life.
I hope I can live a meaningful live, to have a no regrets of youth.