對世界的愛與恨

很恨但不能恨
想哭但不能哭

很恨的時候不要想
想哭的時候要開心

想說的時候不要說

One Liner

I wanted to write a lot.

but, now i just want to say to myself. in Chinese.

Simple really.

廢話不用說那麼多. 你只要讓自己過得好. 過得更好.

就行了.

Need

For monthes I thought I don't need this blog anymore. Why talk to myself.

I have everything going well. Back to reality, back to work, back to working hard.

Except that it crashed again, in July, and now. Realization, problems,

M, work, dad, health, life, K.

Let's focus on the positive thing first. You need to have "self" in your life.

not relying on anyone else, but positivity, proactive self. The job is right there
for you to grab. Just grab it. change, do things right. no excuses.

M, let her go. If you have self, you can handle this correctly in the future. If you
don't, this won't end well.

K. You need to write that letter.. Your feelings are right, what you did were wrong.
You are not that person anymore.. You are here to make everything better.. yet
you showed her exactly what you were,, and what you don't want to become.
correct it... don't think too much. let her know the truth. admire and let her go.

Self. get it.