It has been three years since that tragedy. Nothing changed until this year, this month, today. It is boring enough to live a life like this but scared enough with something new that comes. Life hard, die hard. Sometimes i feel like that i've had a mental illness and yesterday, i've had to confirm it with my new friend who is in psychology departement in college and yes, i've had a mental illness. I dont really care whether it is true or not. If that so, i have to accept myself like what Tom Cruise has said, "And I decided that I'm going to create, for myself, who I am, not what other people say I should be."
