Here we go, for the second and unfortunately last part of my travel...
On the March, 9th, we stayed at home and do some washing stuffs. Nothing interresting to tell.
On the March, 10th, M. and I have gone to Ikebukuro. We first eat at Mc Donalds, and then walked to Ikebukuro West Gate Park. This place is still a place that I love a lot. When I'm there, I feel curiously calm and warm inside. I love to stay standing front to the statue, watching the sunset, slowly dying....
After, we've walked to a Coffee Shop and eat some cakes. No, we don't spend all our days to eat, no no! XD We finish the outing visiting a TOBU Shop, with a lot of Vivienne Westwood's stuffs... aouch!
On the March, 11th, we've all gone to Asakusa in the end of the morning. We walked on the path to the Sensô-Ji (Asakusa's temple). There is a lot of souvenir's shop, and I think we bought almost the half of all we have on this path... We eat somes specialities and M. and I go to the temple. Not a big deal. We prefered to go through the gardens outside.
After, we continued in Asakusa's streets to find somewhere to eat yakitori. And we found a little restaurant. And then, the earthquake happened. I don't really want to talk about it in there. Just, it was really surprising for M. and I, but... we were ok in the end. Then, we walked again and continued our shopping, because the subway was'nt working after this. We waited still 7:00 PM but it was'nt still working so we've decided to go to eat. We found a great okonomiyaki's place, and our waiter, Ayano, was really really cute! I feel sad not to see him again...
Then, to finish our big day, we returned at the subway's station, and found our line opened. Straight to Shibuya! End.
On the March, 12th, we stayed at home again. With all the nuclears news and all... I started to write my letters. And relieved family and friends. JUN's event had been reported... During the evening, we started to think that would be better to return to France. N. and C. have decided to go Southern, and M. and I bought a new ticket. We will be back to France on the 15th.
On the March, 13th, we've all gone walk around Shibuya and Harajuku's. We eat udon, and found Tower Records. I bought some DELUHI's and spiv states' things. We stopped at Starbucks, and then we've gone to 100 yens' shop in Harajuku. A lot of expenses...
On the March, 14th, M. and I have gone outside just to eat a curry and find a printer for our new tickets. Something like combatant's run. When we succeeded, we've come back to home to find a taxi. On the end, it would be thanks to M.'s boyfriend's father that we could go on the airport the following day.
On the March, 15th, there was a lot of people in the airport. M. and I waited a long time to join the plane. When we've taken of from Tokyo, it was a big relief. We made a short stop in Singapour (6 hours), and on the March, 16th early in the morning, we were in Paris. I finished my travel by train.
Right now, I'm back home, and I'm wondering. What am I really feel about all of this? I found back my family, my friends, my boyfriend. I'm safe, but... I can't stop thinking maybe all will be more easily if I disappeared. I know, I'm not on a depressive way or something but, I don't know... I felt like this on this morning.
Obviously, I feared to be injured or worse, when I was in Japan. And maybe that's what caused this fucking feelings. Somewhere, I thought it will be my last days on Earth... I don't really know if I want this or not, by the way. I can live with, of course, it's ok. But I had promised to myself not to fall in, and I'm scared. Yeah, I think it's this. I'm fucking scared, because I know there is almost... 5%? 10%? For being mutual someday. I know all of this. But I can't stop. I can't. Because since the beginning, I feel like he's the first I really want to be with.
Ah, what a shock, I say it! Then, go to bed, J., it's time to have a good exit...!
"I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,
Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you called, you saw me, you explained,
Playing the show and running down the plane,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you..."
[System of a Down - Roulette]
On the March, 9th, we stayed at home and do some washing stuffs. Nothing interresting to tell.
On the March, 10th, M. and I have gone to Ikebukuro. We first eat at Mc Donalds, and then walked to Ikebukuro West Gate Park. This place is still a place that I love a lot. When I'm there, I feel curiously calm and warm inside. I love to stay standing front to the statue, watching the sunset, slowly dying....
After, we've walked to a Coffee Shop and eat some cakes. No, we don't spend all our days to eat, no no! XD We finish the outing visiting a TOBU Shop, with a lot of Vivienne Westwood's stuffs... aouch!
On the March, 11th, we've all gone to Asakusa in the end of the morning. We walked on the path to the Sensô-Ji (Asakusa's temple). There is a lot of souvenir's shop, and I think we bought almost the half of all we have on this path... We eat somes specialities and M. and I go to the temple. Not a big deal. We prefered to go through the gardens outside.
After, we continued in Asakusa's streets to find somewhere to eat yakitori. And we found a little restaurant. And then, the earthquake happened. I don't really want to talk about it in there. Just, it was really surprising for M. and I, but... we were ok in the end. Then, we walked again and continued our shopping, because the subway was'nt working after this. We waited still 7:00 PM but it was'nt still working so we've decided to go to eat. We found a great okonomiyaki's place, and our waiter, Ayano, was really really cute! I feel sad not to see him again...
Then, to finish our big day, we returned at the subway's station, and found our line opened. Straight to Shibuya! End.
On the March, 12th, we stayed at home again. With all the nuclears news and all... I started to write my letters. And relieved family and friends. JUN's event had been reported... During the evening, we started to think that would be better to return to France. N. and C. have decided to go Southern, and M. and I bought a new ticket. We will be back to France on the 15th.
On the March, 13th, we've all gone walk around Shibuya and Harajuku's. We eat udon, and found Tower Records. I bought some DELUHI's and spiv states' things. We stopped at Starbucks, and then we've gone to 100 yens' shop in Harajuku. A lot of expenses...
On the March, 14th, M. and I have gone outside just to eat a curry and find a printer for our new tickets. Something like combatant's run. When we succeeded, we've come back to home to find a taxi. On the end, it would be thanks to M.'s boyfriend's father that we could go on the airport the following day.
On the March, 15th, there was a lot of people in the airport. M. and I waited a long time to join the plane. When we've taken of from Tokyo, it was a big relief. We made a short stop in Singapour (6 hours), and on the March, 16th early in the morning, we were in Paris. I finished my travel by train.
Right now, I'm back home, and I'm wondering. What am I really feel about all of this? I found back my family, my friends, my boyfriend. I'm safe, but... I can't stop thinking maybe all will be more easily if I disappeared. I know, I'm not on a depressive way or something but, I don't know... I felt like this on this morning.
Obviously, I feared to be injured or worse, when I was in Japan. And maybe that's what caused this fucking feelings. Somewhere, I thought it will be my last days on Earth... I don't really know if I want this or not, by the way. I can live with, of course, it's ok. But I had promised to myself not to fall in, and I'm scared. Yeah, I think it's this. I'm fucking scared, because I know there is almost... 5%? 10%? For being mutual someday. I know all of this. But I can't stop. I can't. Because since the beginning, I feel like he's the first I really want to be with.
Ah, what a shock, I say it! Then, go to bed, J., it's time to have a good exit...!
"I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should have been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,
Left a message but it ain't a bit of use,
I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,
Today you called, you saw me, you explained,
Playing the show and running down the plane,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you, Around you, Around you..."
[System of a Down - Roulette]
