メールはどうしてもできない彼女 あきらめの翌日

That is yesterday that I decided to give up being in love with her deeply.

I felt a kind of fresh today and it does not bother me anymore.

I didn’t feel any anxious if she doesn’t send any mail.

Actually she didn’t. she just call me and I didn’t catch the call, that is all she gave me today and she went drinking as usual….how can I feel comfortable about her. It might help me to take distance from her that she was having her ordinary life usually even though we talked about last night……

She said that she will give up being with me if she should send me mail or I keep being unsatisfied. She insisted that she really doesn’t want to send mail just because of her laziness. Being lazy is more comfortable than being with me……..

We can not meet often coz we live tokyo and kyoto. I just asked her to send me mail......what is wrong with me......

遠距離恋愛の限界 －we cant stand long-distance any moreー

Fainally we have admitted that we both cant stand long distance.

It might be strange to start from breaking up.but i want to talk about this here as to leave memory.

I have been with here for 3 years and have been long-distance for 2years.

Things that made us being at odd with is call phone mail......

i really want to have contact her by mail but she dosent. She is kind of parson who feel lazy to send mail often.

She transfered to Tokyo as a kind of manager then she have been so busy for many conference and evrynight drink party. so she bacame lazyer parson for being nice girlfriend.....

that is the main reason for breaking up.

Actually she has not decided yet, just i have done. It might be sure that she are going to keep our relationship but i am not no longer.

she is not cut out for my grilfriend. someday i hope she look me up and talk together about our time.

i am sill not sure if she is just a lazy parson, she might be not good at getting across her way to love somebody.

anyway i have already decided to finish being love with her.

my love was overdone.

i hope that she sleeps on today's matter. i cant give her a make up tast

cut out for // 生まれつき～に適してる

get across　// 思いや意見などを伝える

overdo　　　// （物事や演技など）をやりすぎる

sleep on　　// 一晩寝て考える　答えを先送りする

look up　　// （探して）～を訪ねる

make up test　//　追試