Today, I spoke to Jongki on the phone. I could feel that I'm really missing Jongki and other my Paignton family TT I can't imagine. because I have already left in England.. so, nowadays I don't want t speak anyone. I don't know why? but I know I have to concentrate to study for exam. but I don't...sorry my dad and mom. but I need to take a long time. because my home town was England so my mind doesn't want change from england to Japan. I know Ihave accept real situation. but sorry, I have just ....
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also, Shin ae gave me message on the e-mail. I think we have been kept in touch! I'm extremly happy. thank you for your kind to me. I want to go korea in winter to meet her and If I can I would like to meet Suin, hyunwoo,..other people as well. so, I have to cheer up! I'm saying to me this word almost everyday. I have to surpport myself. because, nobody can instant of me. passed future, I don't want to regret my choice. so, just I can choise my way and keep going. I can do it. I'm strong!!