i want to die
my name is quintaros
I married Miki Shiina from Osaka.
we divorced 5 years ago
I can't proceed yet
I still see her in my dreams
In my dream, I have two children and I am happy.
But when I wake up, I'm faced with the reality that I'm alone
I tried to find her here but failed.
There's no news from her, and we don't know if Shiina is still alive.
If Shiina comes back, even if she gets sick or goes bankrupt, I'll accept her, I don't care, I just want her back.
If I continue like this, I'll commit suicide and live in a dream, and I don't want to wake up.
Goodbye