music bank

I MISSED WATCHING KBS MUSIC BANK TODAY!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

cos hakim's friend was over here, and he was watching the tv, guhh on some wrestling match. and i can't just shoo a guest away, can't i?

WHY MUST HE COME AT 3PM?

cos that's the time music bank always starts. and i've been a religious watcher since like.. last two weeks?

AND I THINK SUPER JUNIOR PERFORMED MARRY U ON MUSIC BANK TODAY!

KYU HYUN WAS THERE TOO!

all the 13 members were there..

i'm dying...

wahh marry u can?!

xD

sooo hot. tch, someone already uploaded the performance online already. i'm not dead then!

Pooh

Crap. December already. Is this the official starting of holidays?

Tch. I am so damn bored. Actually, I think I slept last night, but I think I don't. See, I was listening alice nine, as how I always fall asleep to jrock songs. BUt I think I stayed up the whole night listening back to alice nine, cos it's been some time since I listened to alice nine.

WHY AM I LISTENING TO TOO MUCH OF KPOP AND KROCK?!

specifically, super junior and the trax.

I feel like i'm betraying my visual kei love.

tch, who am i kidding.

and.. nao told me she got her alpha already. DVD EDITION!

so JEALOUS!!! (;´Д`)ノ

the pictures of alice nine in it.. are ... *nosebleeds*

besides that, i think i joined too many suju LJ communities, more than alice nine!

gahh what the heck is wrong with me.

lately, i'm liking the name ichiko/ いちこ the yankee from kamikaze girls. i like her character, and i like the actress too (;^_^A cos anna tsuchiya's pretty. and her acting was really cool.

guhh the skin around my mouth area is like kind of.. dried.. i feel like a moustache is going to grow soon. noooo don't grow! i'd have to shave everyday and people will go wide eyed at me for seeing whaddya call them? stubs? wadeva. it's sad.. first i behave like a male, and then dress like a male, and now i'm going to be a male?! what's next? crotch growing day O.O

i'm freaking out.

nyehehehehehehehe i got my $30~~~~~~~~

come on barracuda.

A to Z

ACTIVE I'm ○○ type of person Sometimes I'm an Ice Queen, at times I'm just an insane writer /poet ^^

BECOME If I imagine how I'd be like 10 years from now ㅣ Probaly living my dream as a journalist and traveling the world for experience, or married?! (NOOOO)

COMFORTABLE l A place where I feel carefree and comfortable ㅣ
My room, my house, my class.. usually around people I'm comfprtable with, so anywhere they are, I'm comfortable enough

DECIDE The greatest decision I've made in my life so far So far, not yet, it'll be coming in 3 months time? To decide where I'm going after I get my O level results. It's scary~~ Kowaii desu

EASY Method to easily forget bad memories Push it to the back of my mind and think of otehr things to be distracted. Though it come back later, haunting me T_T

FAMILY When I feel the importance of my family When someone gets really sick, especially my mom. She's the most important person in my life ~~~

GUESS In my previous life, I was this type of person Perhaps a rebel? LOL maybe someone who's lucky in life, that's why I'm so very unlucky now. The luck of universe is turning on me ; _ ;

HATE The thing I hate to hear the most from members Hmm.. when I'm doing something that's considered useful and they kind of annoy me with saying "Wow, Nurul's really working. Since when has she been this hardworking?" As if degrading me I can't be useful. I don't like that ; __ ;

ING From a long time ago until now, work that I would like to continue doing Ahahaha. My stories that I've been hanging. I really need motivation to continue them all.

JUST A miracle that I really want to have occur That I get 5 As for my O level or money to just drop off from the sky. Loads and loads of money * __ *

KNOW Members' habits that I know of Kimmy tends to switch off when she's doing something and concentrating on it so if someone talks to her, she wouldn't realise it -___-"

LAST Member who eats the latest Easy. Sak. She eats slower than a snail. Or maybe at the same pace of a snail.

MOON During the 12 months, a month that I am especially depressed I guess during March, when the dates loom nearer to my birthday, I keep thinking of what I am to be in life.

NEN A new field that piques my interest lately Hmm, I'm lately I'm into the study of dramas. How they works and the concept to get an idea of my own concept for my stories.

OK Even though everyone says NO, the thing I think is OK We all have different interests, like Naimah likes the pop culture, Kimmy likes the gothic lolita culture, and I like the visual kei culture, and they think the heavy image is kinda.. funny?

PROMISE Of all the promises I couldn't keep in my lifetime, the one that still bothers me There's a lot actually, right now, answering Syark's phone calls which I've been missing -__-"

QUESTION One question I'd like to ask of someone that U want to interview I'd like to interview Shou-kun, what is the secret to his cool style? 0_0

REALLY The thing I really need right now Money. LOL there's so many things on my wishlist I don't know which to start on. And they all if compiled will cost me around $200/-

SPIRIT Best method for mental concentration Um, I guess it's to have good night's sleep, wake up fresh with a mindset to focus and goal in mind. Take a deep breath if you lose focus, or wash your face or something. I'd go for a slap from Sak +_+

TIP Know-how that only I know Um.. I'm not sure

USE What I want to receive as a monthly allowance Loads and loads of money *_* Maybe $200? Wahaha!

VOICE The member with a good phone voice Um.. Aisha? LOL we're all girls, so I guess we have a nice feminine voice. Except Sak?! LOL she sounds like an abang2 on the phone.. in real life too xD

WIN When you get a genuine sense of triumph When exams are over! No matter the result outcomes. Heh.

X-FILE X-file that I want to make myself I think cos I'm like an Ice Queen, and that my face always posters a sulking brat, people don't really like me and seems to shy away from me. But really, inside is what matters ^_^

YOUNG The youthful times I want to return to When I was living in tampines with my two neighbours, when we play outside together everyday. And with Husnul who always call me to play with him when our siblings aren't home cos they're at school.

ZERO The thing I want to throw away without leaving a trace My cold heart *_* Eh.. no, I like being an Ice Queen. he