this attitude cannot continue

I didn't use to be like this all the time.

some parts, the world change, some parts I did by myself.

but today, I realised I can never have the "I'll be like this now, but when this is over I'll revert back." mindset.

because its never going to happen.

things are just going to get more difficult.

stepping on others and getting stepped on is inevitable.

I have to find a better path.

my own path.