there's always this side of me, that arises to take things over when i get annoyed, or if there's simply just too many people around me.
I think I've said this before, I hate crowds.
I hate noise.
I hate everything I've immersed myself in last year.
it's something like every time I tighten my braces and it hurts to chew anything remotely hard, I get so frustrated with the pain I clench my teeth to aggregate the pain to the point I can't feel it anymore.
just like that, maybe I just hated the noise be everyone around me is noisy so I just immersed myself in noises and crowds and made myself believe I liked it.
maybe that's why it was so easy to cut loose, so easy to just get up and leave.
because I can just turn the flip back on and say "gosh, this is annoying. I'm getting out of here."
BLAH BLAH BLAH TALK LOUDLY MAKE PERVERTED JOKES MAKE YOURSELF APPEAR TO BE A MALE CHAUVINIST, BE A "BRO", BRO FIST, HAMG AROUND DOING POINTLESS THINGS MAKING YOURSELF WONDER WHY ARE YOU EVEN LIVING BLAH BLAH BLAH
and go home, shut up for the rest of your life and read your books and travel a lot, because you've had enough and you're never going back there again.
I think I've said this before, I hate crowds.
I hate noise.
I hate everything I've immersed myself in last year.
it's something like every time I tighten my braces and it hurts to chew anything remotely hard, I get so frustrated with the pain I clench my teeth to aggregate the pain to the point I can't feel it anymore.
just like that, maybe I just hated the noise be everyone around me is noisy so I just immersed myself in noises and crowds and made myself believe I liked it.
maybe that's why it was so easy to cut loose, so easy to just get up and leave.
because I can just turn the flip back on and say "gosh, this is annoying. I'm getting out of here."
BLAH BLAH BLAH TALK LOUDLY MAKE PERVERTED JOKES MAKE YOURSELF APPEAR TO BE A MALE CHAUVINIST, BE A "BRO", BRO FIST, HAMG AROUND DOING POINTLESS THINGS MAKING YOURSELF WONDER WHY ARE YOU EVEN LIVING BLAH BLAH BLAH
and go home, shut up for the rest of your life and read your books and travel a lot, because you've had enough and you're never going back there again.