Figuring existence out isn't ever easy
Sometimes it makes me green about the gills and queazy
As it can be completely disheartening
While at the identical incident illuminating
Life is satisfied of paradoxes and principles
Not all are rapidly digestible
Some swerve your front and give the impression of being detestable
Dealing near those who are reprehensible
Problematic and incomprehensible
Life without doubt is a challenge
Just trying to support your psychic stability
Internally be the owner of your essence in tranquility
Sustain yourself financially
While discovering and fulfilling your destiny
Balancing your time relationally and professionally
Keeping yourself and every person other happy
That seems like a lasting impossibility
Yet sentient with discontents in disharmony
Who find fault and pitch a condolences party
Is a load unbearable
It makes being sometimes deplorable
Perhaps I should sheet a idea and go global
Say au revoir to this nonsense
That seems difficult and makes no sense
But past within is the ongoing battle
Between the inevitability for familiarity and privacy
Such contradictions are too serious for me
Perhaps here is a constituent spiritually
That inside alone will lay claim to me
If that is so, than come with soon God Almighty
And permeate me near your wisdom, power, and love
Set my affections and intuition on belongings above
For that which I promise near present below
Is ofttimes relative quantity more than a egotistical show
Life is comparatively the rat race, ever on the go
Surely location is more to this than meets the eye
To fetch on similar to this day by day is to ceaselessly cry
Therefore clear up the skies and move your glory
To show to me your way and rescript my energy story
Life's complexities are too such for me
Come like greased lightning and update me
To be the man I ought to be
Or to be vivaciously homy next to me
Regardless of how others consciousness around me
Settle my inner self and manufacture me whole
For the weather condition of life are fetching their toll
On this schoolboyish man's prized psyche.