Dead

It's been a long time.
I don't even remember when the last time I updated was.
Unless you count looking at my blog and checking it, of course.
Things have been rough the last couple of days.
Even today, when I thought everything has gone back to normal.
Things will never be the same again.
I've decided I will not put up a front.
If the world decides to do so, then so be it.
I no longer give a care.
I've given lots of chances.
Others even tell me to give up.
If that chance is not grabbed when I'm still willing to give in, then too bad.
I might very well listen to the others.
After all, it's just another one or two, more or less.
I guess caring too much has become a hindrance to the friendship.
If so then I'm sorry.
I'll apologise as many times as you want me to.
If you said I don't have to apologise, then I'll make you accept my apology.
Though I don't actually know WHY I have to be the one to give in.
Well, life's unfair.
There's nothing I can do about it.
So if you're not willing to give in, then goodbye.