I'm seeking a place to kill myself.
That's the only reason to live.
I wanna die with my perfect condition and place.
I'm gonna travel to do so.

Till now, I often thought and said "I wish every body died".
But since today, since this moment, I changed my thought.
I would say "everybody,just die. "

What the hell do you know me?
I don't want to pay attention to you.
Facing to you means I hurt myself more deeply. My scars keep bleeding.

Mad tears wet my bed.
My inside is already broken.
I'm suffering from the pain all the time.
Everything, everybody blame, criticize, insult me.
I may have no power to stand up again. I'm tired. Too tired.