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Hikaru drew chibi's for me Zera and Jaibo from Litchi Hikari Club

i'm sorry,its not that i'm ignoring you.
i'm just tired.

i really don't feel like talking.

i just don't feel like it.

can i just be alone for some time. ヒヨコ

i am tired.

somehow,i don't feel like talking to anyone anymore.
somehow,i think i am trying to distance myself from everyone.

everything is just like "oh is that so? or oh okay?" like that.

new years.

i will probably be alone in my room,again.

i just want to lie down on the bed,staring at the ceiling
and think about what to do in the future and doze off,

i don't need to celebrate,a new year with new resolutions that's all.

anyway,i bought 2 comic's and a manga(Fairy Cube by Kaori Yuki)

i'll take a picture of it later.

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辉いたこの想いはあぁあなたへと
「いつまでもそばにいてね・・・」
- Sincerely(Rentrer en Soi)


I went to Comic Fiesta today,and i went there early.
the opening of the event was interesting o(^-^)o luckily
i went in the hall early.

i bought my favourite Malaysian Comic by Kaoru.
its called Maid Maiden.
since i already have the 1st and 2ND volume,and today
i bought the 3rd and 4TH volume.

i wanted to meet Kaoru today
but because i went out off the hall,i no longer can go in.

tomorrow,surely i will meet her.

there was full of people.

i then wondered around the other hall and i saw my friend since Friendster days.her name is Shamimi.

i'm glad to meet you,it made me so happy.

i think its the happiest moment of the day.

my mood wasn't actually that good,le sigh.

lets hope tomorrow brings more joy (*^ー^)ノ


i'll stay an hour extra at work.
to finish up filling.

3 more months and what to do next.
i'm scared,i fear,i'm not that strong but all this while. -

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my colleagues commented on my hair,
the say i look like a japanese girl,that i'm cute.
you guys are trying to cheer me up,are you.

its the only way to clear everything outta my mind.