LOVE IS WICKED

I have to admit that I haven't written for ages. It's probably because, like I have mentioned times and times again, I am BAD at putting a price into words. My illusionary world is as perfect it can be right now and it is ready to improve. Yes- I call the world I live in, the things I am obligated to do and who I AM by theory- my illusionary world. Because real is what is inside. REAL is what I am without any labels, REAL is ME without anything, just .. me.

So I have done lots of stuff lately. My life is quite busy I can say. And I'm in love.. with everything. I am actually quite disappointed that I didn't even try to write down what I have been doing- it would be nice to read and remember the moments and the love. A beautiful Christmas, beautiful friends- beautiful life.

indescribable



But for now I'll mention that I just came back from Finland. Went there with my friend for 4 days and 3 nights. We stayed at a big house full of men.

F U N!!

We went shopping at daytime, when we arrived home one of the men made us the BEST FOOD EVER. I am not joking- now THAT MAN CAN COOK! He loves to cook too, he has this passion for it. Then drank some hot wine and red wine and just enjoyed the tons of snow outside. AHH.. comfortable!

And at night we went to Finnish sauna(~100c) drank some cider ran outside and jumped into the HUGE piles of snow, rolled around and danced on the street.
I have to admit once again- I LOVE BEING A NORTHLAND WOMAN.

OOH and I mustn't forget- I THINK I DON'T WANT TO EAT EVER AGAIN, its NOT NORMAL HOW MUCH WE ATE!


I would write more, but I have to go now and figure some crap out.

Cause tomorrow I can wake up a brand new me.

Just know- I LOVE YOU!