weekend and fight...
土曜日に夜中の12時からボーリングに
彼氏とJohnとandreaと四人でいってきたよー☆
この日はうちの大学貸切&割引でなかなか楽しかった。
スコアは100もいかなかったくらいしょぼかったけど、
楽しかったよー☆
土曜日は一日中寝てて、彼氏はサッカーしに行ったりしてたんだけど
夜9時から年に二回のフォーマルのパーティの予定で行くはずだったのに
彼氏がひざが痛いとかいいだして
私がじゃあいいとか意地を張りまくってまた喧嘩。。。
喧嘩って言うほどのことでもないんだけど
お互い意地の張り合いっていうか私！？(笑）
結局行ったんだけどね。
あんまり面白くなくてすぐ帰ってきちゃいました。
だってパーティーのダンスミュージックがロックってどうよ？
なんでブリトニースピアーズなのよ？？
HIPHOPとかR&Bのはずでしょ？？？？
彼氏とJohnとandreaと四人でいってきたよー☆
この日はうちの大学貸切&割引でなかなか楽しかった。
スコアは100もいかなかったくらいしょぼかったけど、
楽しかったよー☆
土曜日は一日中寝てて、彼氏はサッカーしに行ったりしてたんだけど
夜9時から年に二回のフォーマルのパーティの予定で行くはずだったのに
彼氏がひざが痛いとかいいだして
私がじゃあいいとか意地を張りまくってまた喧嘩。。。
喧嘩って言うほどのことでもないんだけど
お互い意地の張り合いっていうか私！？(笑）
結局行ったんだけどね。
あんまり面白くなくてすぐ帰ってきちゃいました。
だってパーティーのダンスミュージックがロックってどうよ？
なんでブリトニースピアーズなのよ？？
HIPHOPとかR&Bのはずでしょ？？？？
cry cry cry
I fought with my boyfriend again....
since last night my boyfriend pissed me off so bad.
He supporsed to call me when he came back from practice,
but he didn't. He was online, my roommate told me that.
and then I got online, I said Hi to him but he was not in good mood
so I called him.
He was only like " I am tired, I am pissed off, and I had a bad night in practice buraburabura" and then he told me he gatta go to take a shower so he hang up me. and then I singed off.
After 40 min, I got sing on again and I talked to him.
and after 5 min we talked, he was like I had to go to take a shower.
I was like fine. I singed off without say goodnight or bye or love you
which we always did.
and Today, I told him, I was pissed off, he was I'm sorry....
But he got kinda pissed becuase I was blaming him a lot.
and I was taling to my roommate, she was fingting and crying with her boyfriend who is in Michigan on the phone all night.
So I was making fun of her boyfriend, I was like
"Guys are always like that. They never try to make 2 min for girlfriend"
My boyfrined got soooo pissed, He was yelling at me and he left my room.
I just apologized because that was my fault and started crying.
I was just too stressed out way too much.
He will be back here after the class and hope we will be happy.
It is weekend, and I don't have worry about anything!
I just love my boyfriend too much lol
since last night my boyfriend pissed me off so bad.
He supporsed to call me when he came back from practice,
but he didn't. He was online, my roommate told me that.
and then I got online, I said Hi to him but he was not in good mood
so I called him.
He was only like " I am tired, I am pissed off, and I had a bad night in practice buraburabura" and then he told me he gatta go to take a shower so he hang up me. and then I singed off.
After 40 min, I got sing on again and I talked to him.
and after 5 min we talked, he was like I had to go to take a shower.
I was like fine. I singed off without say goodnight or bye or love you
which we always did.
and Today, I told him, I was pissed off, he was I'm sorry....
But he got kinda pissed becuase I was blaming him a lot.
and I was taling to my roommate, she was fingting and crying with her boyfriend who is in Michigan on the phone all night.
So I was making fun of her boyfriend, I was like
"Guys are always like that. They never try to make 2 min for girlfriend"
My boyfrined got soooo pissed, He was yelling at me and he left my room.
I just apologized because that was my fault and started crying.
I was just too stressed out way too much.
He will be back here after the class and hope we will be happy.
It is weekend, and I don't have worry about anything!
I just love my boyfriend too much lol
魚になった夢を見た話
魚になった夢を去年みて、あまりにもリアルだったから
その日の朝にノートの切れ端に書き留めてたのを
昨日発見したからここに残してみます。
I really feel like I am a nuts...lol
夢の中で魚になってて、しかもすごく小さいの。
っていっても5ｃｍくらいで微妙に長くて黒い魚。
水の中(水槽）を泳いでて、まず最初に体が切られて
背びれと背中の一部がない魚になって、でも痛くないの。
で、泳いでたらガラスとガラスの間に一匹の魚がいて、
私のことを食べたくて、でも私はその魚には食べて欲しくなくて
ちょっとまっててとかだまして、うまくその魚から逃れて、
反対側のガラスの中にはいりこんだら、そこに結構大きな黒い魚がいて
その魚に食べて欲しくて一生懸命その魚のとこまで泳いでいって
口の中に入ったの。そのままごっくんってのまれて背びれとかが
器官を通っていくのとか感じて
目が覚めた。
これって何かを暗示してるのかなぁ？？
その日の朝にノートの切れ端に書き留めてたのを
昨日発見したからここに残してみます。
I really feel like I am a nuts...lol
夢の中で魚になってて、しかもすごく小さいの。
っていっても5ｃｍくらいで微妙に長くて黒い魚。
水の中(水槽）を泳いでて、まず最初に体が切られて
背びれと背中の一部がない魚になって、でも痛くないの。
で、泳いでたらガラスとガラスの間に一匹の魚がいて、
私のことを食べたくて、でも私はその魚には食べて欲しくなくて
ちょっとまっててとかだまして、うまくその魚から逃れて、
反対側のガラスの中にはいりこんだら、そこに結構大きな黒い魚がいて
その魚に食べて欲しくて一生懸命その魚のとこまで泳いでいって
口の中に入ったの。そのままごっくんってのまれて背びれとかが
器官を通っていくのとか感じて
目が覚めた。
これって何かを暗示してるのかなぁ？？
Spring sem
today was a first day of spring break!!
but since me and my boyfriend's schedule is messed up
i didn't go my first class which was economics.
I'm dropping anyway.
and then I went to environmental science.
actually it was good but i have to drop that class to..
hooo so much things have to do.
and they we were working on transfer stuff.
I really hope we can get except from JMU.
well, when he get back from lifting, I'm going to eat dinner.
but since me and my boyfriend's schedule is messed up
i didn't go my first class which was economics.
I'm dropping anyway.
and then I went to environmental science.
actually it was good but i have to drop that class to..
hooo so much things have to do.
and they we were working on transfer stuff.
I really hope we can get except from JMU.
well, when he get back from lifting, I'm going to eat dinner.
woohoo
this title doesn't mean anything,
i just like that sounds. woohoo.
anyway I got period this morning... yes, I'm blue now...
I cannot have sex with my boyfired a week..
well we always tried to not have sex a week,
but we have never made it.
we always had sex during period. it is ok for us.
one thing i was wondering.
for some reason my boyfried is stil keeping his x's picture on his desk.
he told me becuse she is his best friend now.
but i really DON'T LIKE IT.
she is Janases too and she is really really NOT cute....
sorry but that is truth.
Do you think I can tell him take it off??
or is that too much girlfriend's suggestion
or he still like her or something??
i just like that sounds. woohoo.
anyway I got period this morning... yes, I'm blue now...
I cannot have sex with my boyfired a week..
well we always tried to not have sex a week,
but we have never made it.
we always had sex during period. it is ok for us.
one thing i was wondering.
for some reason my boyfried is stil keeping his x's picture on his desk.
he told me becuse she is his best friend now.
but i really DON'T LIKE IT.
she is Janases too and she is really really NOT cute....
sorry but that is truth.
Do you think I can tell him take it off??
or is that too much girlfriend's suggestion
or he still like her or something??
fucked up
well, I kicked out my room without any reason.
Girls are such a bich, that was not my fault!
thank you for giving me these crap.
that was enough.
first thing, taylor told tarshi she had to move before witner term.
she wanted to move after the witner term but taylor said no so she moved.
Of course there was no where she could move so she put her stuffs
in my bed on my roomamte's bad.
she was going to be a my new roommate instead of my roommate
my old roommate she stole my money... i can trust her anymore.
she gave me other crap too so i deceded to leave her.
anyway my old roommate came back yesterday she found out,
she doesnt have room. she told other friend,
her fried and taylor came up to my room they told me that was my fault.
taylor told us she was ganna hudle it like tell my old roommate or RA.
anyway and then RA came up she start yealing me.
OK, AGAIN, THAT WASN'T MY FAULT.
I COULD NOTHING TO DO, NOT ALL MY RESPONSIBLE.
FUCK THE SORORITY.
Girls are such a bich, that was not my fault!
thank you for giving me these crap.
that was enough.
first thing, taylor told tarshi she had to move before witner term.
she wanted to move after the witner term but taylor said no so she moved.
Of course there was no where she could move so she put her stuffs
in my bed on my roomamte's bad.
she was going to be a my new roommate instead of my roommate
my old roommate she stole my money... i can trust her anymore.
she gave me other crap too so i deceded to leave her.
anyway my old roommate came back yesterday she found out,
she doesnt have room. she told other friend,
her fried and taylor came up to my room they told me that was my fault.
taylor told us she was ganna hudle it like tell my old roommate or RA.
anyway and then RA came up she start yealing me.
OK, AGAIN, THAT WASN'T MY FAULT.
I COULD NOTHING TO DO, NOT ALL MY RESPONSIBLE.
FUCK THE SORORITY.
－１５度
寒い。。。寒すぎる。。。
外は１０分歩くので精一杯。－１５度の空の下を歩かないといけないなんて。。。
今はなんとか－９度までいったけど、これからまた下がる一方。
なんかこれだけ寒いと歩いてて息ができないし、
顔とか肺まで痛くなってくるからね。
早くあったかくなるといいなー
そういえば、昨日また私の服がなくなったのにきずいた。。。
ここ１ヶ月無事禁煙してたのにやぶっちゃったよ。
彼氏には秘密だけど。
また盗まれたーむかつく。
寮生活嫌いじゃないけど物がなくなるのはほんっと嫌い。
最近は彼氏とのけんかもおさまっていい感じ♪
来月はバレンタイン、彼氏の誕生日、私の誕生日だから
がんばろっと☆
外は１０分歩くので精一杯。－１５度の空の下を歩かないといけないなんて。。。
今はなんとか－９度までいったけど、これからまた下がる一方。
なんかこれだけ寒いと歩いてて息ができないし、
顔とか肺まで痛くなってくるからね。
早くあったかくなるといいなー
そういえば、昨日また私の服がなくなったのにきずいた。。。
ここ１ヶ月無事禁煙してたのにやぶっちゃったよ。
彼氏には秘密だけど。
また盗まれたーむかつく。
寮生活嫌いじゃないけど物がなくなるのはほんっと嫌い。
最近は彼氏とのけんかもおさまっていい感じ♪
来月はバレンタイン、彼氏の誕生日、私の誕生日だから
がんばろっと☆
stupid internet
I cant use internet this 3 days from my room...
stupid internet.
all of my friends from same floor too. It sucks so bad.
anyway, it is weekend again!!
oh my gosh i did so much last week.
I didnt go to class and work once because i was sick and i had to go
to hospital.
but i enjoyed work, everybady was so nice and told me i did good job.
that is a big different, in japan, when i worked no one never told me
i did good or bad or something. they were always "oh thank you"
but here, everybady told me i did good job, may be it was not true,
they were just saying, make me happy.
I've been bitch to my boyfriend so many times this few days.
I feel so bad, but I can't control myself at all.
I got anger so easily and then i felt so depressed.
I cried so many times in this few days and I didn't even know why.
I guess I'm just too stressed, not something happened, just every
small things are getting bigger and bigger and make me depressed..
I felt so bad for my boyfriend but he told me he still love me so
much.
stupid internet.
all of my friends from same floor too. It sucks so bad.
anyway, it is weekend again!!
oh my gosh i did so much last week.
I didnt go to class and work once because i was sick and i had to go
to hospital.
but i enjoyed work, everybady was so nice and told me i did good job.
that is a big different, in japan, when i worked no one never told me
i did good or bad or something. they were always "oh thank you"
but here, everybady told me i did good job, may be it was not true,
they were just saying, make me happy.
I've been bitch to my boyfriend so many times this few days.
I feel so bad, but I can't control myself at all.
I got anger so easily and then i felt so depressed.
I cried so many times in this few days and I didn't even know why.
I guess I'm just too stressed, not something happened, just every
small things are getting bigger and bigger and make me depressed..
I felt so bad for my boyfriend but he told me he still love me so
much.
I feel like sick...
Since yesterday I feel like I'm sick...
may be because I'm so tired and I don't wanna go to the class and work
every day...
I'm ganna take day off.
just sleep and study a litlle bit...
yes, if you are in college in America, you have to study even you are
sick.
ha----
yesterday, I was talking to my boyfiriend...
(kind of fight, but not really)
anyway coz if we get problem especially
if his parents know we are having sex, they ganna kill me.
seriously, his mom, she will hate me and there is no way she won't let
us dating anymore.
so I was really scared. and I told him if his parents get mad we are
dating, we would not be able to date anymore.
and he was mad... he told me he doesn't care what they say.
and he told me he could think about to get married with me!
may be because I'm so tired and I don't wanna go to the class and work
every day...
I'm ganna take day off.
just sleep and study a litlle bit...
yes, if you are in college in America, you have to study even you are
sick.
ha----
yesterday, I was talking to my boyfiriend...
(kind of fight, but not really)
anyway coz if we get problem especially
if his parents know we are having sex, they ganna kill me.
seriously, his mom, she will hate me and there is no way she won't let
us dating anymore.
so I was really scared. and I told him if his parents get mad we are
dating, we would not be able to date anymore.
and he was mad... he told me he doesn't care what they say.
and he told me he could think about to get married with me!
weekend and then Monday...
週末は寝て寝て寝て！ってかんじだったなー
金曜のインターンシップのあとは死ぬほど疲れて
その後ずっと寝てた☆
土曜日もだらだらして、夜はちょっとアイスハウス（学校内にあるバー）
にいって、また寝て。。。。って。
さすがに日曜は宿題したけど、なかなかまったりして
よい週末でした♪
金曜のインターンシップのあとは死ぬほど疲れて
その後ずっと寝てた☆
土曜日もだらだらして、夜はちょっとアイスハウス（学校内にあるバー）
にいって、また寝て。。。。って。
さすがに日曜は宿題したけど、なかなかまったりして
よい週末でした♪