私は：
カシャです。
ポーランド人です。
十九才です。
ワルシャワに住んでいます。
日本語が少ししか話せません。
英語をかきます。
どうぞよろしくおねがいします。
XOXO (^・ω・^ )ℒℴѵℯ❤
ok. Now I can write everything. All my feelings which I want to sing.
I want hurt my body... again. But I can't. Because I promised that I wouldn't do it. I feel like bird in cage. Like slave of my life.
Ambivalence of feelings. I love and hate my life in this same time. Love because hate. Hate because love. Only music keeps me alive. Only music understand me. And I understand only music.
Happiness and beauty have the same mother- suffering.
Is this ok, feels happiness and sadness in this same moment?
I need more wine. おやすみなさい