BLONDE

Finally I could get it like white blonde. ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ
I am happy with it (for now ww)

Today I overslept and missed school... again
But I met with Lee and Rowan and two of Rowan's friends from school for sushi~
Rowan's school is right next to where I live www
Her school is nice, I should have gone to it instead, then it would be a five minute walk to school (￣□￣;)!!

Thursday I will go to Christon Cafe with Rowan and Lee
Friday is BLAM HONEY at Meguro <333 yaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Then Saturday night is MESS
Then Sunday evening I will try going church with Bekkah and Andi

I dont have a religion but their church seems super nice and I want that kind of atmosphere now
I look forward to it (・ω・)

It is rare that I ever have plans so I'm happy now XDD

FAIL

うんんん～金曜日は中間テストなんですが、未だ先生に出していない宿題がたくさ～んあります(´＿｀｡)
最近はあんまり学校に行っていませんから。
先週は２回しか行かなかった

でも学校に行っているなら日本に住むことができるので、私今落ちても別に構いません
ただ来期は頑張って毎日学校に行かなければなりません。
日本語は未だあんまり話せませんが、この分なら上達できません。

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今晩はやっと同窓の友達に合ってとても嬉しかった(＾～＾)
明日一緒に買い物に行くつもり　：D

Sometimes I wonder...

If maybe I would be better in America
Always I say I love Japan and I do
and always I say I hate living in America

But really I have not been happy this whole year
In America is was not happy either, but I was not sad
I dont know anymore. All my friends except Ruby are here in Japan, and she will come back next year...

But I can barely study or draw anymore and I keep skipping school
I have so much homework left over from this and last week
And I have college application due this Saturday

I dont know anymore
So many things I cannot do because I always feel so bad