I spent whole of yesterday relaxing. I did little study and extracurricular activities. Instead, I was wondering what earbuds I should buy. I know there are lots of points I consider when I choose earbuds, but I didn't think such multitude there is. Finally, I chose one of them and ordered it in Amazon in this morning. I will get here until Wednesday. There are lots of songs I want to listen to in earbuds like this song(3) ピノキオピー - ラヴィット feat. 初音ミク / Loveit - YouTube
In particular I want to enjoy the songs with deep, soft bass sound. I will try some EDM when I get the earbuds. I can't wait!
I had a meeting with some adults in my city and one girl in my high school. It was my first time to meet her. She said that I can lead the project because she is busy with her entrance exam. According to her, she is going to take an examination for selected candidates. I remember my activity in regional ambassadar's summit in High School Diplomats.
We discussed what project we want to do. I told that I want to do some interview that focuses on the process they have had in order to realize their dream. Also I said that I want to research more about my hometown and inform it to people who don't know so much about this city. However, in fact, I can't remember what I had wanted to do 4 months ago. There is a chart called Mandarart which is famous for the episode that Ichiro, baseball player, made and used this in front of my desk and certainly I put the words that "I want to create a freepaper which focuses on a person". But I can't envoke the energy in that time. Of course, it is important for me to do extra curricular activities and realize my dream. But I'm still tired.
When I was searching some websites, there is an article about eudaemonics by Alain. According to him, people can't be happy unless they began to make efforts to be happy. People are supporsed to be unhappy when they nothing. What's important is to pretend a happy person. Writing this blog, I realized that it's about happiness and not bout passion or energy. Can people be happy without any passion or things which encourage them? Some people who live in 0 points, which means no unhappiness and no happiness, feel often nothing about their lives. It's important for them to just continue their lives. At least, I don't want to be such a person. I want to make some dream true because I don't want to waste my life. I can't organize these things, but I know there are many words related with happiness but not equal to happiness.
I want to know more about happiness by the time I have to make a decision by reading some books about eudaemonics or hygge: which means one of culture in northern Europe. listening some talks by monks, and do some activities by myself. Whether my conclusion is good or not, I want to establish something basic and solid.
See you!