No air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air - No
No air, air - No
No air, air - No
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air - (Uh - oh)
Can't live, can't breathe with no air - (No - No)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/no_air_lyrics_glee_cast.html
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep - (So Deep)
Tell me how you gonna be without me - (Without Me)
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe ( Breathe - No - No- aha)
It's no air, no air (No - No)

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

You got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No Air (No)
No Air (No - No)
No Air
No Air
No Air

Need you now

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now

And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

Brainwashing

I am sure he is the one for me, but certainly not he is on the same page.
The point is, what he is really doing no matter what he says when we were together.

On the other hand, he WILL realize how important I am to him after he goes back to Brazil.

For good or bad, I am positively stable once I stopped waiting his call...
it is like adandon the hope by myself.

Isn't it really regrettable ?
Isn't it repeated as before ?
Is it OK for not to do anything before he leaves ?

I still don't know what I should do for I can say ' I am really done !'

Now, I have been trying brainwashing to myself that it can't be helped.
Because I tried quite well.

Even so, even so...he doen't feel the same way as me.

I have never loved someone like this and never will.
But it can't be helped, it can't be helped...

It is said that it can never get together with someone really love.

It is so hard to let him go, but it is about the time...tragically.

as clear as day

彼の気持ち。

答えは、彼の態度にある。

言葉では何とでも言える。

（・・・とはいえ、うちの彼の場合は思わせぶりなことは一切言わないけれど。）

どう行動しているか。全てはそこにあるんだよね、本当は。

自分をなぐさめるために、納得させるために、

悲しくならないようにいろいろと自分に都合の良い理由を考えては言い訳にしているけれど、答えは全て彼の態度に

現れている。

～Quote from 'he's just not that into you'～

He's just not that into you if he's not calling you.

Men know how to use the phone.

If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind.

He's just not that into you if he doesn't want to marry you.

He's just not that into you if he's married (and other insane variations of

being unavailable). If you're not able to love freely, it's not really love.

ずっと信じていた。

もし、本当に本当に私のことを好きだったら、彼は何かしら行動を起こしてくれるって。

でも、そんなことは起きなかったし、きっとこれからも・・・。

私が彼にきちんと気持ちを伝えていないから。

彼に、私だけのものになって欲しい、と頼んだこともないから。

彼には他に、法的にも守るべき存在の人がいて。

私はそれを承知で彼との関係を続けている。一方で、私たちのことは何も知らずに結婚生活を送っている彼女。

彼にとってはこの上なく都合の良いこの２つの関係、彼から終わりにするはずがない、と。

でも、これは私の中の言い訳なだけで・・・

たとえ私が言わなくたって、頼まなくたって、彼が本当に私のことを想ってくれていたなら、

きっと何らかの行動に移してくれていたはず。

それが答えだ。

今まで気づかないフリをしていたけど・・・いや、心の中では分かっていたことだったけど

ただ認めたくなかった。

いつか・・・彼が本当に私のことを好きになってくれたら・・・と願っていた。

そうすれば、行動に移してくれるはず、と。

でもそろそろ、きちんと認めなくてはいけないよね。

行動に表さないということは、彼の中に私の存在はないということ。

離婚しない、考えもしないということは、私のことをそんなに想っていないということ。。。

Don't spend your time on and give your heart to any guy who makes you wonder

about anything related to his feelings for you.

あとは、どうしたら前に進めるか・・・どうしたらいいのかな。

どうしたら、彼を忘れられる？？

Make a space in your life for the glorious things you deserve.

...but how can I do that ??