it's still him. the image cant get out of my head, the first time i saw him my heart stopped. dont even know why, but im still trying to understand. walked past him countless times, and always felt like tearing my heart out afterwards. saw him twice in the past year, didnt realise it was him. when i finally did, i turned back to look, but he never looked back, not once. maybe it's like in the movies, y'know, the girl turns back to look but sees that the guy was still walking on without a glance back. when she turns back and continues on, he turns to look at her, the lone figure in a crowd moving further away from him. zzz. i sound like some mad woman. nevermind, i dont believe in true love but i believe that someday i'll find someone who deserves me LOL. as in, if you deserve me, you must be really screwed up. LOL.
我决定了！我一定要把日语学好！
お願いします!
This is so BONKS ugh. >.< I can't even speak Chinese properly, how am I to learn Japanese?! T,T
Okay I probably won't get red contacts for AFA so I need to learn how to do dramatic evil-looking eye make-up. ;P LOL I think I'm too obsessed with Madam Red.
Why am I blogging anyway? No one reads this I'll bet. Zzz this is so fun, I can post anything~ WAKAKA!
I'm addicted to Matsushita Yuya's Foolish Foolish and Kelly Clarkson's Aleady Gone.
And TeniMyu Seigaku 4th Cast's version of The Regulars from Dream Live 5th! <3! The lyrics rock. ;D